simplyme-gina

2011-08-21T14:29:00.018+08:00

weather: Fine
mood: Bored

My Battle Teammates

So long since i last blogged. Muahaha~ Been rather relax at work for e past few mths. Not much shows or big events tt really worn me out. I've been rotting around for days tt i'm OFF. Is either no one is free for a date wif me or simply i'm lazy to go out. I think slowly i'll have some typical adult life where it is dull & boring. NOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~ Anyway, recently i went for paintball games wif my company again. But this time round is at Jurong field. Is very different from Yishun bottle tree red dynasty one. I'm referring to the field lah. This one is more tiring but extremely more fun!! wuahaha~ And most importantly, NO BRUISES!!!

2nd bro just got married. While bigbro will be about end of tis year. Me? No boyfriend yet. hahaha. Bro selling car off end of tis mth. No more car to drive around loh~ Life would be even more boring!! Though bigbro recommend me to buy a car, but like tt i would not be able to save up for my University fee le wor.. :((
So~ i had decided to pick up motorcycle license!! Weeeeeeeee~~~ Den if can, i shall own a bike instead. Just for transport purpose. It cheaper & more convinence leh. Of course more dangerous lah. kekeke~

Anyway, been thinking about wat i wanna study in e future. Wanted to take Psychology, which is wat i always wanted to touch on. But guess wat~ They require good grades at MATH!!! And if u dun, nvm~~ Just need to take their entrance exam only. Sounds like a easy aye. Topics are Function and Graphs, Calculus & Probability!!!! Wat the fuck?!?!?!? I'm super duper poor at math, now still give me so chim one to test on. I seriously can kiss tt course goodbye... -.-
Hence, i'm still looking around to see wat other courses interest me. Most likely will pick up something related to science? I dunnoe either.

Btw, just got back from HK. Went there wif Janice Zuoting Fann Felice & Jiawen. Experience? It was really AWESOME~~~~~ hahaha. But due to e weather, disneyland oceanpark and da yu shan trip are all canceled. So the trip ended up become shopping and makan only. But is seriously good enough already!! Total i spent about SGD 1500? About there, probably less than that. Inclusive of flights, hotel stay, makan, travel & shopping :D

My HK Khakis

There's more places i wanna go!!! Like Taiwan, Japan, Korea.. etc. Like tt how to own a car?!?! hahaha. Monneh~ Everything everywhere also need MONNEH~~~ Shall work really hard to save up. No only for my own luxury but oso for future studies.

There's still ton of stuffs happened but is way too many to mention. Just to highlight on some. Attended Chenchian's wedding & be her sister thru out. Was my 1st experience and is fun too. But kinda tiring oso.

Hereby wish her all the best for her marriage & stay happy forever!!

Another update, I FINALY GET TO MEETUP LIM CHENGZHIA & some of e boys. Though i still failed to meet aloy up. Wonder how is he doin. Perhaps get smaller in size? hahaha. We had a meetup supper at upp thomson for some catchup. Can't help but keep eyeing on his head. Army heads are often nice to touch isn't it? HAHAHA!!

The men that protect us. FIGHTING!!! :D

Alright~ Shall stop here. Update more next time!! Tata~~~

U're not real
U're not real
I just have to seal the door up
So u cannot enter
Though u already had...

Gina :D

2011-06-01T11:30:00.005+08:00

weather: dunnoe
mood: sleepy

Been almost a month since i joined ETG. Hmmmm~ Being an intern & full-timer, are indeed very different. Which is 1 of e factors tt i concern before i join them. Is not tt i'm ill treated or smth. Is just e responsibiliies.. Actually, sometimes i dun think i'm up to it. Yet, i wanna try. Stubborn u may say.

Been awhile since i last open up to someone. Went drinkin wif Shifu Han. I must be mad or nerve system breakdown. Wonder wat trigger tt emotion, BLAH!! Things tt i buried deep down just reveal one by one. Dangerous person indeed. Gonna stay on cautious from now on. NO MORE REVEALING!!!

7 crews had not meetup for quite some times.. Though some managed to turn up once in a while, but still smth is missing. Perhaps just not complete.. Wonder wat they're busy wif.. Work? Other entertainments? Boyfriends? Social lives?
Actually, i dun have e rights to say anything either.. With my working schedule tis irregular, I barely meetup anyone. Even if i can, are last min or poly friends. I really miss those secondary sch life. Where there are only study, friends & volleyball. Bland yet simple & sweet.

Official graduation finally over. Time flies indeed~ The boys r goin into NS. Doubt we're possible to meetup. Maybe 10yrs down e road, most of them might have had a family!! hahaha. Or even no longer in Singapore. For now, i shall concentrate on doing my job right!!

A sentence been running through my mind over & over again. "Working hard & doing it right, are two different things." I classify myself as working hard, not smart. Maybe this is why i'm so depress over my performance. Seriously, i dun wanna be a burden.. I dun wanna make all my Shifu/s disappointed.. i dun wan..

Think i'm really very emo nowadays. Shall stop here. Coming up with more update soon yo!!! I think i will really miss my classmates BIG TIME!!! hahaha. Back to standby~~

Gina :]

2011-04-26T16:59:00.003+08:00

weather: humid/ raining
mood: urban depress

Went shopping wif Jan on thur afternoon. Evening saw aunt's msg: "ahgong condition very bad. If u able to come, try to. Just in case.." I noe smth not right. Cab down wif Jan from town at peak hr somemore. Freaking stuck in jam at tis crucial period. Managed to reach & squeeze thru e crowd. Finally grab ahgong's hand & say my name. He open up his weary eyes, look at me awhile & close back up. Dun really rmb whether did he slightly nod his head not. Nurse say he might not be able to make it thru tt night. But old people prefer to die at home. So we encourage him to stay strong.

Transfer him to special room as relatives many wanna stay. A couple of time almost kenna heart attack when we heard e machine tt measure heartbeats enter into critical mode. Like drama series, as e sound go by, ur heart drop too. Eventually they realise tt e machine not working well, so decided to remove.

As the night falls, everyone are tired. Mum & aunts say go home wash up den come back again. A part of me dun wanna leave e place, but still decided to go home 1st. On our way back to hospital, aunt call saying ahgong not gonna make it soon. Panick like shit, bigbro chiong like F1 racer. Mum crying big time at e back. All i wish is ahgong to wait for me to let me see him off. But.. I didn't make it.. Mum went up 1st while bro & i park e car. By e time we go up, i see ppl crying.. and i noe.. he's gone..

These few days at e wake, i try my very best not to cry. At most just drop a couple of tears. Funeral tt day, was e one tt i couldn't take it anymore & cry big time. My heart is aching, my tears are falling.. Every single scene from coffin to burning process, all r tatoo into my brain. How i wish ahgong can suddenly wake up & scold "I'M NOT DEAD YET!!" How i wish...

Gonna suffer for awhile.. I hope i get it over soon.. Next week start work. I'm ready anot? i dunnoe... I'm very lost now. Nothing seems to interest me anymore...

Though us very depressing. But thanks to bro~ sometime things r lighten up pretty much abit. One of it is during my rush over, bigbro called. Along e way i ask him abt ahgong's condition..
me: aye~ how's ahgong's condition?? Stable not???
bro: hmmm~ i think is pretty stable lah. Cos he's lying there not moving leh.
me: WTH?! haha. I mean doc got said his condition very risky??
bro: I didn't go bank in so i dunnoe leh~~
me: wat e fuck... -.-

Gina

2011-04-06T08:36:00.004+08:00

weather: Windy
mood: Bored

Woke up early in the morning for crew call at 7:15am in MBS. Yet the event for our room only starts at 12noon!!! Den may i noe why the hell am i need to report soooooooo early?! argshhhhhh...

Recently having tis particular event company work as freelance. Seriously the people are nice, even the bigboss. EXCEPT!!!!! One uncle. -.- And their setup is freaking freaking super duper slow one sio~ Good pay though. But too draggy alrdy. Let me share smth abt tis uncle...

During setup, he wouldn't tell us all the stuffs tt are needed to be set. Instead, he will ask u to do some 1st. After complete den he will proceed in telling us wat to do. Alright, all this are fine. Standby tt day, each of us got one breakout room. Peilin & i eventually got the bigger ones. He came over to my room in the 1st session & said he will be doing the audio part, while i concentrate on my video. Oh wells~ I'm fine with it though. When he saw my EQ are mainly cuts, he say cannot like tt. Must have one cut & one gain, in order to balance (Tts wat he mention). But the lapel are very sensitive, gaining will have high risks in feedbacks or ringing. I told him, but he went on saying must believe in uncle!! Okie loh.. The next thing i knew is there's a loud feedback and everyone turnover & look at me -.-
Nvm~ when we were at console, i took out my phone for texting. He gave me a hard nudge on the thigh & ask me keep my phone. I thought was some sort of rules. So i kept. Eventually awhile later, there's one soft feedback. After killing it, he said softly to me "See! If you don't keep your phone, people thought is you that cause the feedback!!" Come on~ Wat kinda reason is tt man.. The best part is, he told me not to use yet HE HIMSELF IS USING IT!!! Bloody hell..
For the whole session, he kept on pushing the blame to me and i oso start to give off some attitude to let him noe dun be too much. Seriously, he's trying my limits.. During lunch break, i head to main ballroom to collect my food. He was chatting wif bigboss. Den suddenly turnover & point at me saying "Neh~ this girl lah. This girl!!" What the hell... Push the blame again. Den bigboss came over & nicely tell me tt if i encounter any problem can call & approach him directly. Is nice to hear tt, but not after being complain by tt uncle. Spoilt my reputation only!! Lucky 2nd session he didn't came over to my place, he went to Peilin's room instead. MUAHAHAHA!!! And there he goes again to irritate Peilin.
Later in the night, where everything finished, was abt 11:50pm. We were allowed to go home, Peilin they all taking cab together. But i stay at woodlands, so a colleague offer to send me back. When we abt to leave, uncle said wait for him. And ask me whether would i like to take BUS or car. Hello~ by the time i walk to e station, no train or bus liao leh. Don't let me take cab, of course gonna wait for car lah. So i eventually work till 2plus in the morning den head back home. Crew call originally was 7am, but i head off the latest so was pushed to 9am. Though bigboss say wat time i wanna come oso can, but uncle set the time.

That very night, i didn't head home to slp immediately wor. Reached home and drove down to ying's hse to collect my wallet from mei. They playing MJ and wanted me to wait for them to finish. But was too tired tt, once i sit on sofa, KO!! Is a torture when u're super sleepy, yet gonna concentrate on driving.

Event day 2 wasn't tt bad, cause he didn't come to my room to kajiao me at all. And this make my mood for the rest of the day pretty good. But funny thing was, the speaker thanks me in the end of the day and everyone turnover to look at me, but i was busy watching movie and i didn't heard it at all. All i heard was, "She probably couldn't hear me right now.." HAHAHA!!!! OMG~~ This set my room IC to laughing beside the console. Teardown was fast though. So conclusion: For tt company can do standby & teardown, but not setup. HAHAHA!!!

Alright~ gonna go back standby now. Update soon yo. :]

Gina :D

2011-03-27T13:08:00.002+08:00

weather: Sunny
mood: Sleepy & Lazy

Went for CJ's chalet yesterday. Seriously, is pretty boring. One of e reason maybe becos we dunnoe many ppl there. Too many bunch of friends ard. Lazy to socialise either. Just say "HI" & den smile smile. HAHAHA!!
Most of e time we r just walking here & there to sit down for some card games or chitchat. Didn't really get to drink till drop tt kind. Though there's beer, but given it up to YP instead. Should have drive down. Chalet was at Aloha Changi Unit 2. Super wooloo can!! And no entertainment in anywhere nearby. Even if wanna see Bapok oso need to go all e way outside. Wanted to watch TV on e 2nd level, but damn lots of mosquito. No choice but to go back room for some aircon. So, we eventually spent 2nd day sleeping all e way till night time den head back home. Though there's still one more night, but too boring to stay. hahaha~ not nice to complain in front of e host, shall spam it here den. XD

Early in e morning kenna waken up by uncle to help him bank in money at Civil Centre. Though tiring, but i dun mind helping him out. HOWEVER!!! I really dislike him calling me at very last min. He can just phone me up & say he's about to reach e place. Then, wait for me till i arrived to help him out. Do u noe how bad will i felt?! Letting an elderly wait for u?? Moreover, i find a need to shower before heading out. BUT NO TIME FOR ME TO DO SO!!! Man~ no choice but just change my clothes, wash my face & drive out just to not let him wait for too long. -,-

Anyway, ate a very hearty & full breakfast. Now i'm super duper tired. 2moro gonna start working as freelance 1st. After these 2 shows, time to get my ass back ETG den. It will be my brand new chapter of an real adult life.

Looking at Alicia's volleyball photos in Aussie. Damn~~ how i miss my volleyball life... Wonder when will be my next time touching them... hahaha! sounds so wrong.
Alright~ tts all for e moment. Shall have more updates coming up den. Tata!!

Trap in between
Though the paths are clear
You can neither takes e left nor the right
Only the middle is the safest
Looking for that someone to stand on either end of the route
But none of them are making the move
Perhaps I will still ended up
Walking on the middle lane...

Gina :]

2011-03-17T01:38:00.002+08:00

weather: Breezy
mood: nervous/ bored

Exam ended on e 4th march 2011. So was kinda like graduated from NP unofficially. Been having fun & rotting since then. Awwwww man~~~ i need money!!!!! hahaha.

Anyway, head down to ETG for interview. Wanting to focus on lighting, yet boss suggest me to start out from e video side. Meanwhile, then ask seniors to teach me lighting audio & so on. Oh wells~ no objection for that.
Raff they all alrdy head out for HK shows. Didn't join them right after my last paper, neither did i ask about it. Thus, gonna give a pass for this HK trip den. Partially, i dun think i'm ready for it yet. So many things to consider. Am i able to handle e stuff when seniors r out? Am i ready to fly ard for shows? arrrggggsssshhhh~~ Probably have some fun 1st & join them in about end of April or May i suppose. Shall see~ Shall see~~ Think so much oso no use.

For this period of time, gonna head back school to finalise AEP MV thingy. Help out yeeting wif the design. Do color correction for DVD wif peilin & Jiesheng. Gosh~~~ how great it would be if i'm pay for tis. MUAHAHA!!!

Seriously, i missed ton of things. These are my top 10: (Sequence not in order)
1. Life as a Student
2. Volleyball Training
3. Classmates
4. Hiphop Training
5. Making Fun of Lecturers
6. Non-limited Access to the Studio
7. Cheap Food
8. Sending Late Night SMSes to the Class
9. Breaking Rules & Finding Troubles
10. Looking for that Someone Special

Muahahaha~ there's alot more to go. But probably i will flood this post. Perhaps my journey as a student gonna wait till 2yrs later. Or even more? Who knows~

Shall update more when time comes. For now, GOODNIGHT PEEPS~~~

Gina :]

2011-02-05T05:05:00.006+08:00

weather: breezy
mood: light weighted

Wow~ my blog is growing spider web!! hahaha. Photos tt i owe CZ are not up yet. ooops~~ muahahaha. Wait alittle while more okie? XD

Is new year!! HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL~~~
Been rather busy wif school works recently. Now just wanna take a break and enjoy my holidays. 2moro den start chionging my assignments ba.

Just attended JY's 21st birthday. Wow~~ everyone is turning 21st both this year and next. My wallet going to burn a BIG hole for sure!! reached there, play black jack and MJ, end of the day still managed to win $11. Not a big sum, but better than nth. hahaha. Head off 1st wif JY's bro since he's driving. Wanting to stay, but didn't inform mum in advance. Better dun risk my CNY days getting scolding, no good no good~~

There's one night where i dreamt this dream, start to wonder whether did i make my right choice in wanting to join them after grad. Did that "thing" really affect me tt much..? I'm like a lost only now. :( But nonetheless, i shall enjoy this last few weeks with my beloved classmates. I hope will be an enjoyable one!! :D
shall grab some sleep. Tata~~

We once make a promise together.
Sometimes i find her very tied down, but i didn't mention it.
Till one day, our promise came to an end.
I'm trying to be a good friend & understand her situation.
Stands in her shoes.
But...
Sometimes, i dun mention is not because i dun think u will understand.
Is just tt i dun wanna make u feel bad, felt burden or even stress up.
Cos, i seek no point to it.
If is broken, there must be way to fix it back.
But wat if is broken twice..?
Will u still bother to fix them back?

Gina :]

2010-12-13T14:35:00.005+08:00

weather: drizzling
mood: bored
location: Starbucks

Many stuffs happened recently as usual. Weird, funny, angry, annoying.. etc. Oh well~ thats life isn't it.

Believe it or not, I kenna classrep for tis sem... Suddenly a heavy responsibility load falls on my shoulder. SHIT!!!! hahaha. Seriously, i dun noe should i be happy about it or wat...

I'm NOT lying... -.-

Finally tender my resignation to Kino and i shall be FREE soon!! WOOOOHOOOO~~ i shall depend my earning by doing some shows while i'm free from then on.

Talk about shows, went to do a teardown for MNet at Marina Bay sand with CZ Jiesheng & Fahmi. Get a chance to walk pass some celebrities. Thought i would get excited about it, but was like... "Oh.. 2pm.", "Oh.. Miss A." sort of feeling. Cheay~~ HAHAHAHA!! Seriously, only when their on stage den i was blast off like woooooooooo~~ and Janice so gonna kill me when i see her after i told her i walk pass 2pm members. That was the enjoying part. Teardown wasn't that bad. Just that i have to climb here & there underneath the stage with my size for keeping of cables. hahaha.

Three quater through, CZ & Fahmi head back office for unloading while Jiesheng & i stayback to finish up wats left. After all truss up on e truck, nth much left. Then someone ask us to go up the lorry, thought we were heading back office but I'M WRONG!! Got down the lorry then realised i'm outside ritz carlton hotel. Was wondering why are we here?? Guess wat... we have to do another show teardown. Seriously, i'm very shock!! Perhaps this doesn't happens to me before. And i'm upset becos Mr CZ didn't inform me in advance. argsh.... KENNA CONNED!!
Wat to do~ i can only just do only loh. Too tired to think or speak, just wanna fast fast complete den go home slp. CAUSE I STILL HAVE TO WORK THE NEXT MORNING!! Jiesheng just kept saying i'm petty. HAHAHA!! Dun even let me start about e going home part. DISASTER!!
Trio $80 very difficult to earn... tts wat i told CZ. HA!! Now i noe why people kept telling aloy & i that we are 好命鬼. If ETG got work, i'm so gonna intro to CZ. But now i noe how they work, if there's a next time, i'm prepare!! FIGHTING~~

P.S: Shall upload the photos after CT. Be patience uh CZ~~ Muahahaha!!

To CZ: I'm conned by UUUUUUU~~~ hahaha. dun get so sorry about tt night. I'm too tired to think as well. And I DIDN'T DIAO U LAH!!!! I noe my eyes are small, so is easy to misread them. Is a painful truth for me okie~ HAHAHA!!!

CT is tis week!!! Total no mood to study. Buddha please bless me~~ Shall go back study now. I'm sooooooooo gonna die. Tata!!

Gina :]

2010-11-07T02:39:00.002+08:00

weather: sunny, rainy, cold~
mood: bored

Went to phuture with gals on the friday night. They are inhuman! hahaha~ due to the fact that i don't get drunk easily, they simply making me drink double or even triple of everyone else. Is actually as good as drinking neat for every cup. We played dice game, mei & fann is freaking suay to keep kenna things like bottoms up, drink 2 cups and things like these. So eventually, i help them finished up a couple of it.
That's not the worst part! We went back in the wine bar, things was still pretty good. Till the flaming lambo comes in... Upon drinking was okie. When i entered the dance floor, things starts to happen. So i head off to the loo and start vomitting like hell. Come to think of it, i was empty stomach!! This explains well when i only vomit water but no food.
Earth starts spinning fast, and i know... I'M DRUNK!!! So i head out of the club and sat down by e roadside. Things wasn't getting any better. Before i do anything funny or stupid, i decided to head back home. Sharon agree with it and grab my bag for me. Cab home and vomit on e cab. In a plastic bag~ don't worry. Felt bad for stinking the cab, apologised to the uncle and he laugh and told me just to aim accurately. I still told him my aiming is very good. Oh gosh...
Done my last vomit session under my block at the drain area before heading back home. Don't wanna make a big wooha in the loo or else my whole family gonna wake up from it.

That's my drunk experience. Its been awhile i ever get drunk. At most tipsy. They got me this time round. HA! But still, i managed to get hold of myself before i K.O. So people~ If you know u're going get urself drunk or losing conscious, best way is get ur ass out of the place. Nice advice yea~ HAHAHA!!

Morning woke out found tt my injured knee was in its worse condition, skip working again and head down to polyclinic. Knowing e fact that i would leave bad record in the company, but neither do i wanna skip my lessons during weekdays. So just too bad. Result was no bone damaged, ligament over stretch. Swell remain for about 3 weeks, thus final conclusion is high chances of ligament tear. WTF?!
So now, i'm gonna be a good gal and attend all physio therapy the doc arranged. Stated on the list that i cannot do PE for the next 1 mth, but tts impossible. Thus, i decided to instead doing intense training, i do wat i can do during training period till i recover. Target, GET WELL BEFORE IVP!!!

Alright~ still gonna work for 2moro. awwww man~~ hope everything turns out just fine! Although i've been sleeping from 4:30pm till 9:30pm, i still feel so sleepy. Perhaps the accumulated tireness is starting to attack me. Oh well~ Good night world!!

Gina :]

2010-11-01T00:55:00.005+08:00

weather: raining
mood: tired

Went to watch TP final match versus SP on friday night. As expected, TP won. CONGRATS TO MY LOVELIES!!! After which, NYP vs RP. They played 5 sets. And RP almost won! Last set was 17 - 15. If they win, we would get 3rd in POL-ITE instead of 4th. Set my heart racing sio!! I was even trembling!!! HAHAHA!! But just too bad. Hai~ is all fate... =/

working over the weekends. Ton of things to rmb. Pay wasn't appealing at all. Well~ at least a stable income i would say.
Second week of sch & i can feel the work load already. Lots of thing to study & memorise on my own, projects and so on. Not to forget, my intense trainings. Though haven't start yet, but soon i might gone mad. That's e price of determine to do well for this final sem. FACE IT GINA!! FACE IT!!!

knee does not seems to get any better. Like is goin from bad to worse. Doesn't have time for doc!!! Neither do i wanna skip any lesson nor can i apply leave from my work place. Heading training on tue, wonder will there be any on wed. Hope my lovely knee can still hang in there till my next visit for a doc. :]

Seriously, i need a drink!! But found no one. Besties are all clubber. Believe it or not, i'm not a clubbing type of person. The sentence before this probably had set u laughing right now. But is true~ heading down club is just to get contact wif my friends. We doesn't get to meetup in sch though we are mostly in NgeeAnn. Those tt are not? Dun even have to mention abt it. Anyway~ i prefer drinking, chilling somewhere or jan & i actually call it as "pub-bing". Once in awhile, gather some friends to drink. But that took years to happen. Oh well~ just too bad. Have to hold on my craving till jimmy david they all phone me up. Feel like heading down to "Roomful of blues" which Han recommended. Wonder how would it be like. Shall gather some peeps down when free.

Raining heavily out now. Great for a good night sleep. You get wat i mean~
Sweet dreams. :]

We're so close yet so far...

Recently i have this strong feeling that i'm losing you. Our topics are so different. And we are definitely drifting apart. Though we act like there's no such thing, yet people around us sense the tension thats in the air. I wonder what happened..
Perhaps the problem lies in me. I realized i've been withdrawing myself from you. I couldn't find anything to talk about and even trying not to look into your eyes. And i'm losing my care for you..
Does determine to do well in my studies and getting stronger in volleyball makes me ignore this friendship or even turn into a complete different person? Or simply i'm tired of keeping up in facing e facts that that's who you are and it's never gonna be changed? I wonder...

Gina

2010-10-24T01:13:00.005+08:00

weather: raining?
mood: in pain

Finally~ POL-ITE is over. And we got 4th. Thanks to me serving the crucial ball into the net on the 5th set of the game. haish~ just freaking upset about it!! that was e second game that mark into my history of regret memories. The moment i shut my eyes, everything just flash back. Now i kinda have phobia. I can feel it when i'm playing my last match..
God Damn it! I swear i'm gonna get stronger & tougher!! Same mistake will NOT happen ever again!!! See YOU in IVP match!!!! NEVER GONNA LOSE TO YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!

Injured my left knee during my 2nd game in POL-ITE. when we vs ITE i suppose. Now e season is over, my knee can have a break. but i kinda make e condition much more worst. depends too much on e painkiller during games & everytime e effects over, WOOOHOOOO~ there comes e pain. -.-
Hopefully i can get well soon. Cause i wanna train train train!!!! Need to get stronger stronger stronger!!!!!! okie~ i'm getting naggy here. HA~

School re-opening soon! wonder should i be happy or wat. Is my last sem in NP, i doubt will be an easy one. Anyway, i officially start my work in kinokuniya!! Not that bad~ time files pretty fast as well. Perhaps is due to weekends where e place are much crowded than usual. This shall be my stable income for my schooling period of time. Might be going back to ETG after grad. But gonna filled myself wif tons of knowledge first. This will make myself feel more compatible for them to hire me. Silly u may think, but thats wat i felt i need. =/

Maybe i can try some other position?
Maybe i need alittle more confident?
Maybe i should just follow my instinct?
or Maybe...
i should just back out for someone else...

Gina

2010-10-04T01:50:00.003+08:00

weather: Cloudy
mood: Complicated

Alright people~ i'm back!!! For the past 6 mths been busy with attachment & reports. Seriously, doesn't have time to update my blog. Not to forget, i'm a pretty lazy person. MUAHAHAHA~

Currently, i'm leading a slacker kinda life. Where i either go shopping, do some reading or notes, catch a movie, accompany friends or simply just go out & catch a breath. Only for some days, my company hire Aloy & i back for some part-time work. And you may not believe it, but i get pretty sick of this kinda life. TOO SLACK!!!!

During attachment, i miss e life of volleyball, NRA & even a life as a student. Though, i love my attachment period. But now, i can go back to all these yet... i find it weird... I had get back to volleyball. But my skills seriously drop to e very bottom. Plus lots of external stress.. "QUIT" was e only word that came across my mind. Sometimes, i see no point hanging on. Yet, i can't give up. HAHAHA~ Gina Poh, thinking of this. You must be mad! However, thats e truth..
Since i can't force myself to quit. Perhaps the only way is to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!! POL-ITE is starting. Limited time, limited trainings. Coach, i'm gonna make ur spec drop!! Though u're not wearing one, but u guys get wat i mean lah. HA!

As for life as a student, i going to get e final taste of it on this coming 25th oct. My yr 3 last semester. And NRA, i'm still thinking how am i going to go back. hmm... Anyway, got an A for tis sem. But still, result was being pulled down by previous few sem. Wonder should i be happy about it or not. At least, i got one GPA 4 in my student life. Not much a disgrace yea? HAHAHA!

I need to break free
Only by breaking free,
Will lead me out of the barriers & obstacles.
Beware people,
Your "Frenemy" is on her way.

Gina >:(

2010-03-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

weather: dun noe
mood: super duper low

i'm tired
i'm troubled
i'm crying
And i dun noe why

Gonna stay strong
Gonna be tough
Cause i'm Gina Poh
And i never say die

Pick up those tears
Pick up those mood
Cause i'm going to move on
And face the challenge

Gina

2010-03-14T11:50:00.008+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: tired

alright~ i noe my blog is rotting. HA! so i'm here to update.
Currently having my attachment at ETG, an event company, which starts on 9th march (Tue). Cause is still the 1st week, so basically we slack most of the time! HAHAHA~ but 2night will be my 1st overnight work. Going to a high class hotel, which i 4gotten the name, to do setup for 7 BALLROOMS!!!!!!! tts freaking alot~ hope aloy & i can pull thru.

Ever since i started my attachment, my life had changed to "early bed, early bird" type of life. Good for health, but boring. So far, we are not late for work YET! HAHAHA~ aloy too fierce lah! but lucky got his morning call, dun dare to overslp. Or else he so gonna eat me up. -.-
Only learning the stuffs in the company keep me goin. Seriously, the people there are very nice. All of them willing to teach and i really really gain quite alot knowledge. And Aloy apply urgent leave on friday. No choice, go work & home myself loh. :(
Nth much done tis week, most of the crews went overseas for event. Only manage to do basic setup at Fullerton Hotel & tear down at Shangri-La Hotel. Rest of the time either slack in office waiting for time to pass, or learn new stuffs, do packing in the store.
Well, this are some of the photo i took using phone for events we went.
Fullerton Hotel setup
The meeting room before we set up the equipments
Some of the equipmentDavid teaching us some basic setup for Video ScreeningWell, this is how it is look like for HALF of the ballroom

Office & Store
Thats roughly how our store look like.I'm bored. So took photo in the office to kill time. Thats a skull by the way.Aloy is very serious in reading his magazine. So he actually ignore me.. -.-

Shangri-La Hotel tear down
My pass for enteringOur lorry :)This is how e place look like before we tear down

Quit IKEA job due to attachment. Cause timing too irregular, so can't work actually. Basically, now i'm depending on my attachment pay like totally!! And their pay sucks. But still, i like wat i'm learning now.
These are some photo i took. Cause it had been 2yrs, so i'm kinda dun bear to leave tis place. only way is to take photo as memory.
The place where workers relax.My uniformWell, these are my pass, name tag & lock for locker.

Currently, i SOOOOOOOOO wanna get these items. So i'm gonna work harder and earn alot alot alot of money!!!! This way, i can go overseas for holidays as well!!! I wanna go somewhere tt is cool in weather. Winter season not bad, but autumn BEST!! cloudy cloudy type, not too hot, not too cold. HAHAHA~~
Ipod touch 32GBLV (Neverfull MM) bag. This cost a bomb!

This morning went for Taiji performance. Seriously, early in the morning, really no mood sia. Senior asked me go for competiton which is on Dec, tt means i got plenty of time to train. But i dun like to be too stress leh. BUT i oso wanna win smth for coach.. aiya! CONFUSING!!!

alright~ gonna grab some slp. meeting soonheng & wenny for dinner later to celebrate soonheng's belated b'day. den gonna head down to meet aloy to offcie for work. ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!
tata~~

Gina :D

2010-03-01T13:59:00.010+08:00

weather: humid
mood: fuck up!

alright~ chill gina chill~~

I FUCKING MISSED MY FTT !!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf wtf wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? i've wait for abt 2mths for tt man! and due to Overslept, I MISSED IT! and the next booking time is 3months away!! i'm damn pissed off now... wat worst is, u noe wat i dreamt abt? in my dream, i'm "ji tong". u noe, tt kind of person who kenna possessed by god spirits or smth in the temple. i'm e monkey king, Sun WuKong. den trying to save e ppl. sudenly the sky turns super dark grey, e window shuts wif a loud bang by the wind. suddenly i saw car outside e temple, den i realised i got FTT. and there, i woke up finding myself in bed at 11.58am when my test starts at 11.45am. -.-

okie! forget abt tt. which i doubt i can..
exam finally over. went out which classmates right after ate paper. partly to hold a farewell party for ronney whom is goin off to california and when he's back, he will not be our classmate anymore.. nazmi too. saded~
den e next day flo fiona haixin & me meet up again to celebrate haixin's birthday. here are some pic.
ps: CZ the 2nd one is for you~ wuahahaha!!!
after exam is a whole series of playing. MJ sessions, blackjack sessions, shopping.. etc. afterall, its still CNY mood plus holidays. DOUBLE HAPPINESS!

meet up wif fann & mei at bpp starbucks late at night. took LRT for the 1st time!!! woohoo~ is damn cool man! when e train moving close to e HDB, the window turns blue. which means, u can't see wats outside. cool right cool right?? took a pic of the station & some guys looking at me like i'm some kind of weirdo or wat. so only managed to take 1 pic. :(

on friday, meet up wif fann & felice to go shopping at town area while the others go fann's place to decorate and prepare a surprise party for her. yup~ is baby fann's 19th birthday.
bluff her tt we wanna play MJ over at her place. and SURPRISE! yea~ u can imagine tt. she went screaming in high pitch! hahaha~ potential siren. XD

stay over at fann's hse wif jingying shiqi zuoting zixuan felice jiawen for some games and drinking session. due to some reason, i didn't go to pub wif richard they all. feel very bad abt tt. Sorry guys~~
suddenly shiqi said i got msg and pass me my phone. and tis is wat i found on my display background of my phone..
HAHAHA!! just one cute~
den couple of them went shower. fann's run out of pants or smth. so she pass jiawen a kinda fitting shorts. which makes him look totally gay. HAHAHAHA!!
after e games, a couple of them are drunk. and some even become merlion. zuoting is e winner! for puking the most!! hahaha~

reached home at 5am? and head down to fann's hse again for MJ session at 1.30pm. later in e night, went for taiji trg. 11plus head down to PHUTURE for some clubbing session wif ying sharon fann mei & amirah. celebrate fann's birthday. met rachel there too! reached home at 5am too ba.

sunday got a good rest. meet up ying & fann late afternoon to go buy ben ho's birthday present. den head down to aloha loyang for his 21st birthday party.
managed to reached home before 12 midnight. ate "tang yuan" tt mum prepare. study for FTT before i slp. and e later part.. u should noe... dun noe, read above.. -.-

wonder whether to go trg later anot. totally no mood after missing my FTT!
wonder how's baby janice doing?
HEY! if u seeing this, let me tell u one thing!!
i really missed u.. yea YOU!
JANICE TAN SICHIN!!!

when people get drunk
they becomes someone else
be it happy, sad, angry or wat
for those who are sober
don't take it to heart
cause they don't know what kind of attitude they are giving
afterall, they are drunk!

Gina :]

2010-02-17T09:23:00.005+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: bored

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!!
is chinese new year and i totally dun feel the festival atmosphere. i didn't even go count my angbao money! which i will do everytime on the 2nd day of CNY.
on the eve of CNY is total disaster. friday night, head over to baby fann's hse for a mj session along wif jiawen & sharon. sat morning den managed to get myself home and i'm freaking tired. steal a couple hrs of slp and get myself up to help out in spring cleaning. at 1st, i'm soooo not in e mood till 2nd bro came back and blast the music. is as if we are in the club! den we went grooving to the music, dancing hiphop. Big bro den complain tt we are noisy, but ended up making crazy funny moves which lead we dancing crazy moves together! HAHAHA!! spring cleaning can be fun too~ if u put ur brain in it.

after the clock strikes 12, dad prepared 3 big angbao and wait for us in the living room. however, no one approach. so he's kinda sad. HAHAHA~ poor dad. so we comfort him tt we will greet him in the morning when we are nicely dressed. this is respect. and he happily go prepared himself for baibai.
big bro drive us in e night to temples for praying. 4plus in e morning den managed to reached home.

during CNY, nth much happens. like tt loh. wanna play mj, no one in my family wanna play. hai~~

exam is coming! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~ damn it!! totally not in e mood of studying AT ALL!! i'm already one foot in the coffin. so i already decided, after exam i will be sleeping in the coffin. HAHAHA~
baby fann's drive me to sch today. woohooo~~~ excited excited!! later oso heading down my friend's hse to bai nian. excited excited!! life is good life is good~~

recently is so addicted to this korean program called "Hello baby" season2. featuring SHINee. omg! taemin is so damn cute. like him since their album where they sing REPLAY. just regret didn't go catch a glimpse when they come SG. haish~

just a quick update.
MMP finally ended. everyone did a great job!! wooohooo~~ a pat on ur shoulder! hahaha~
last night spend in recording studio is splendid. there're hafiz yasser fahmi victor nazmi marcus jiesheng peilin and me! did i miss anyone out? yea~ we do our work at 1st and den movie! yasser is the funnest fellow of the night. while me accidentally scream into nazmi ears when watching. oh ya! is a ghost movie btw. suprisingly, hafiz didn't wake up. HAHAHA~
soon will be my 6mths attachment. sad cause clashes wif POL-ITE, trgs and NRA. excited cause is a new enviroment. i wonder wat will we be doing.

CALLING TO THOSE HAVING ATTACHMENT AT AREA
LIKE UBI, SUNTEC AND KALLANG
WE CAN HAVE DINNER OR EVEN SUPPER TOGETHER !!
STAY IN TOUCH HUH~~

alright, its time to study.
i'm ready for depression~ i'm ready for depression~~
tata!

Gina =]

2010-02-11T02:49:00.002+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: depress

managed to NOT be soooo late for lesson 2day. finally decide where my 6mths attachment going. ETG which is somewhere in Ubi. HAISH!! just think of the traveling time is simply a nightmare for me!!! lucky aloy going there oso. got someone to acc me while working. almost get to go to e same company as CZ oso. but teacher said cannot 3ppl. In e end, grace frec & CZ go same company. oso 3ppl!!!! anyway, life wouldn't be any better for next sem. moreover, POL-ITE falls in tt period of time. coming back to sch for trg will be a disaster for me! just wish me all the best ba~

PCN test in the afternoon. i noe almost everything! i even teach others how to do!! but in e end, i ended up wif mental block!! wat the hell.... just thought of it, make me sad!!!
after tt, presentation for mini project. den rushed back to woodlands to teach tution. Lastly, to baby fann's hse to play mj. reached home at area 1plus 2? not sure.

CNY coming! HOORAY~~ exam coming!! BOOO~~~~
wat the hell~ spoil the mood like totally!!! but i still gonna enjoy my holidays and of course gonna chiong for studies oso. stress stress~~
alright~ gonna grab some slp though no sch for me 2moro!!! but need to do some cleaning. night people!
tata~~

Gina =]

2010-02-06T01:14:00.004+08:00

weather: fine/rainy
mood: HAPPY!

Went to school for PCN lessons. Head over to KAP for lunch and back to recording studio. Watch movie half way. Funny thing is, Erza sat right in front. Victor behind her, i behind Victor and yasser behind me. AHAHAHAHA! yes~ we are watching some horror movie. did some drawing on the whiteboard for fun.

den go to find CZ, Jiesheng, Marcus, Fahmi & Victor to play pingpong. plan to play vball wif mingquan & vino, but no ball. so no choice, they have to go back to C2. around 8.20pm, go off for street jazz lesson. 2day continue choroe!!!!! woooohoooo~ is difficult but super fun!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT~
End lesson at around 10plus. on my way to bus-stop, guess who i met?! BABY JAN!!!!!!!!! OMG~~ is like tons of yrs didn't SEE her liao loh. last met was... LAST MATCH OF IVP 2010!!!! tts hell long ago man. but is actually head of jan lah. hahaha~ but still long ago!

Soon, i'll be going for 6mths attachment. haish~ probably won't be able to go for this yr vball POL-ITE? i dun wan.... damn it! surely miss alot trg de. coach will oso make me suffer if i go trg once in awhile. i can imagine sia! omg~
finally can go back NRA trg. now tis attachment so gonna screw everything up once again. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
some more, i'm sooooo gonna miss my funny classmates! And let me introduce...

Aloysius : The Smart Kid with Poisonous Mouth
ChenChian : The Blur Tall Lady
ChengZhia : The MuayThai Ballerina with Stupid Face [Have affair with HX!]
Erza : The Musician
Fahmi : The Gel Man [Have affair with PL!]
Fiona : The Serious Workaholic with Attacking Hands when Laugh
Frec : The MIA King
Florence : My Partner
Grace : The Chin Attacker
Gina: The Noisy One
Hafiz : The Willy Wonka
HaiXin : Mayday Number 1 fans
JieSheng : The Pretty Boy with Laughing Problem
Kharul : The Kajiao Biker
LanXiang : The Hardworking One
Marcus : The Deejay with Sexy Butt
Nazmi : The Debater with Eyes Problem
PeiLin : My Wake Up Call
Ronney : The Skinny Monkey
Victor : The Gang Dang Clubber
Wardah : The Beyonce Lover
Yasser : The Blur King with Emo Spirit
Yamuna : The Front Row Sitter
YuanJing : The Quiet Lady

Did i miss anyone out..?? should be no ba. alright~ i'm damn tired today. lucky Ann's class is cancelled 2moro. but still have to work at 4pm. Shit! slp slp slp~ good night people!!!!!
tata~

Gina =]

2010-02-01T02:40:00.009+08:00

weather: humid
mood: tired

went for work again. by right! i'm so gonna go sentosa wif jiawen they all. but can't find replacement... somemore need to get leave for next sun again to do mixing at the studio. but its isn't leave either, lucky haziqah willing to exchange her sat shift wif me. she needs leave on sat, i need leave on sun. woooohooooo~ just nice!

during work today, i saw someone whom look SUPER DUPER like ben ho man!!! but is a China version one. AHAHAHAHA!!!!! i just can't stop looking at him. one thing strike my mind at tt time.. "did ben ho undergo plastic surgery recently..?" HAHAHAHA! yes~ i think too much. the only differents is tt, tt China man have smaller and "sneaky-er" eyes compare to ben ho. okie~ angmo not good. try to imagine huh.
while in e evening, my cousin came to IKEA to buy some stuff. when she passby my counter, SHE SLAP MY BUTT!!! i was shock, cuz i'm serving 3 male customers. i quickly turn over and i saw my cousin behind one of the man laughing! den tt man quickly add on, "it wasn't me!". HAHAHAHA! i oso noe it wasn't u. if is u, i smack ur head off ur neck!!
den when my cousin finished shopping and Q at one of the counter, i ran over to give my staff id so she can have some discount. when senior ask me wat am i doing, i'm so tired tt i answered "oh~ my aunty purchasing something, giving her discount." my cousin jump up and shout, "WHAT AUNTY?! I'M HER COUSIN LAH!" AHAHAHA!!! i can't stop laughing, kept apologising to her sia.

sometimes, i enjoy working in IKEA. the people there are good. i oso always have smth to laugh at everytime i go back. but.. soon i gonna say goodbye to tis place loh. 6 mths attachment coming. haish~ i'm so gonna miss my lovely classmates and colleagues. not the evil ones of course. just imagine, everyime after work, need to rush back to sch for trg! wah~~~ if i say i'm alright. I'M LYING!!
hai~ just take it as physical trg. GO GO GINA!!!

anyway, had been going back for NRA trg recently. their basic just OWN TO THE MAX man!!! one day of trg is good enough for me to have aching till now. but in between still got attend street jazz lah. HAHAHA! just count myself unlucky, tt day go back kenna baowen. haish~ his bounce will drive u crazy!! is the bounce tt make me aches sooooooo much!!! he just pro.
street jazz~ so far wat i think is the combination of sexy and flexibility. there are of course still hiphop genes in it. but somehow, i'm like too man for it leh. sexy poses i make it look like hiphop poses. haish~ shall learn more to discover the beauty of it and blend in. HA!
friday night, went back home after street jazz. while waiting for bus, saw tis car kenna crash by the stands or smth. just one poor thing.
count urself unlucky for whoever tis car belongs to.

alright~ really gonna get some rest le. PCN makeup 2moro morning, afternoon BCJ oral test, trg in the night. just all the best to me ba..
tata~

Gina X|

2010-01-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: fine

couldn't get myself off the bed this morning. sometimes i pity peilin. HA! she every morning have to give me a morning call, though i manage to pick up the call, yet i'm not able to wake up. SORRY PEH PEI TONG~~~~ i will TRY to get my head off my pillow. XD

anyway, finally go back to nra trg today. through the stretching den did i realise that my injury had yet to recover. gonna work hard on that. today no choreo. so do lots of basic. ahhhhh~ 2moro sure gonna have aches here and there. haish~

went to trg yesterday. nth much happens. just tt, wore my old trg shoe to trg. there's hole at the toe area for both side of my shoe. so my toe is actually getting contact with the floor. guess wat.. MY SOCKS SPOIL!!!!!! wat the hell..
you see you see...

EM3A surely buang. so nth much to talk abt either. dreamt of my lovely teammates yesterday. when are we going to meet up? when are we goin back to WRS? when am i going to see dorothy coach & lim? hai... think still have to wait some time before we can head back ba..
okie dokie~ gonna grab some sleep tonight.
tata~~

i just wanna dance..

Gina =|

2010-01-25T06:36:00.008+08:00

weather: still dark. should be fine ba XD
mood: no one pissed me off yet

recently had been rather busy for me. lets start on friday.
end sch early, went back to woodlands to teach tution and gone back to school again in the night to do some editing in the recording studio. at 1st, thought that we will be goin back home at probably around 12plus. BUT! ended up staying overnight... -.-
worst still! ate apple pie for dinner and BIG pack of carrot juice which makes food digest even faster. ended up gastric pain...
but it was quite fun lah. there are victor, fahmi & marcus and of course those yr3 in the other room. but till late night, they all went back to loft. so the whole recording studio is ours. yes~ if u did realise smth, i'm wif 3 GUYS! when there's yr3, i still can find the girls to acc me to e loo. but when its getting later, the lights in the girls toilet is OFF!!!!! no choice, i have to enter the guys one instead. wat the hell~
during our work, of course there's smth goin on as well. clubbing for the guys and when works done, movie for us. we all ended up leaving sch at 7.30am. in e bus, too tired le. so just slp throughout. while wat happened to marcus? i dun noe. HAHAHA! reached home, mum was out. thought she will screw me when she got home. but she hear me out! thats smth new~

sat, slept at home whole day. woke up in the evening, go back to slp again in the night.
sun, go for work as usual. dun noe wat am i doing. kept on accidentally grab the stuff and it so happen to smack my face! i had lost count of the number of times getting smack. and stupid hidayah kept laughing at my small eyes!! wtf?! HAHAHAHA! during working, some customers are funny. like one of them said..

man: **suddenly shout** hey! where's my telephone?!
daughter: did u left it in the car anot??
man: nonono! where's my telephone? where's my TELEPHONE?!

e man expression priceless sia! and i look at hidayah, den i went laughing away. seriously, i dun noe why i laugh. cause i'm thinking, shouldn't he say "handphone" meh? how can u bring a telephone out? HAHAHAHA! i noe its lame. dun remind me of that..
anyway, kenna last man again yesterday night. so ended up ending work at 11plus. of course, cabbed home.

now is 6plus in the morning. gonna grab somemore slp before heading over to sch later. so thats all!
tata~~

sometimes u're so tired that
u just wanna fall asleep anywhere
be it in the middle of work or having fun
or even mentally or physically
have a sleep and who knows?
maybe when u wake up
it will be a brand new day
u're ready to enter the battlefield
and all the bad things will turn out to be good
so what are u waiting for?
candy dream people~

Gina =]

2010-01-22T14:53:00.006+08:00

weather: rainy/ sunny
mood: slack

1st of all...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!! [11th jan ]

celebrated my birthday wif many of my beloved friends. Thanks alot for all the wishes people!

anyway, recently had been rather busy wif projects. Math still cannot make. worst of all, next week Quiz 3. CONFIRM FAIL! thanks to fiona for helping me to do the online math. awhile later goin to teach tution. in the night still gonna come back to school to finish up wif MMP thingy. haish!

IVP started right on the day when school reopened. the girls doesn't make it to Semi-final. but the guys does! and they got 3rd placing. CONGRATS CONGRATS!!!!!!
many things happened during this game period. tears, anger and joy. seriously, enjoy every moment wif my teamates. though we are not as close as how i used to be wif my sec school team. but i can feel we are getting somewhere. mai and daph soon will be leaving us. kaixin still can have one more POL-ITE games to go before she leaves us. time do fly very fast huh. so fast we goin to 3rd yr le. omg~
talk abt 3rd yr. suddenly realised, my eye candy goin to graduate le. hai~~ thats not a good news. HA! forget it!! concentrate on study and volleyball ba. and gonna find one day to go back NRA.

if they do realised, we as a class is getting more bond together. which is a good thing. however, we goin to have a 6mths attachment. omg~ here it goes again. humph...
btw had not been goin club trg tt often anymore. come to think of seeing YOU in the court, just turn me off. u're just one destroyer! PUI!!

delicate to my beloved teamates and those whom are going to graduate and graduated.

2009
2010

Gina =]

2010-01-08T23:22:00.008+08:00

weather: cool
mood: fine

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED

SHARON EE JIN LIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [9TH JAN]

nth much happened today. came to sch for lesson till 11plus and head off to library to settle some exhibition thingy. oh ya! our AVT Photo Exhibition had started!!!! Do come down to the library to grab a look when u're free okie~

IVP game had started. 2nd match vs NYP feel so like a burden to the team.. Do u noe the feeling of letting someone who trust u so much disappointed? is totally HORRIBLE! TERRIBLE!!!! i'm sorry coach..
though i'm really very sad, though i really can't get over it. but i will force myself to stand back up! cause there's no time for me to be sad, to be clinging over tis feeling of my. A good player is someone who can win he himself not others. so before i can think of winning others, i gonna pass my own stage 1st! JIAYOU GINA!!

Whenever i feel upset. i just love to listen to this song.
I'll be okay by Mcfly

just because i don't say
doesn't mean that i don't feel hurt
just because i don't say
doesn't mean that i don't feel sad
just because i don't say
doesn't mean that i don't care
just because i don't make a sound
doesn't mean that i'm not around
just because i hold on to my temper
doesn't mean that agree with your attitude
just because i feel very hurt deep down
doesn't mean that i'm going to give up this friendship
of me and you ...

Gina

2010-01-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

weather: fine
mood: drained

yea~ is 2010. time seems to fly faster & faster every year. Step into a brand new year with all my lovelies. took tons of photo. here are some..

anyway, here's my new year resolution!
1. forget about those flies
2. forget about those double faces
3. forget about those best actresses
4. forget about ...
alright! brand new year, brand new feeling! i gonna live like wat i used to be. =]

my birthday is coming. doesn't have a slight happiness or excitement at all. would mum, dad & bros rmb? i wonder..
nvm~ i still got friends. life is good life is good! a person luck would never be always down. life is good life is good~

sometimes, i feel so tired of trying.
i had lost my fighting spirit
is no longer a confident thing
i think is really time to mention the 'Q' word
give it up to someone else who want it so badly
i'm alright, i'm fine
just dun feel like letting anyone noe exactly wat i'm thinking.
cause even my dearest would said "what now?"
i think i should grow up
be more independent
like i said,
be a coke rather than a piece of transparent glass
sometimes, fake a smile would make life much more easier.
gonna learn to be cunning & smart.

Gina

2009-12-24T02:07:00.005+08:00

weather: windy
mood: not bad~

okie okie~ cheeze i now updating le huh! dun say i never update liao hoh. HAHAHAHA!
anyway~ recently my life is study, exam, clubbing, trgs, meetings. yea yea yea~ that should be wats goin on right now.
right after my last paper tt night, went to zook & phuture wif ying, sharon, sharon sis, fann, yumei & 2 of their friends. my 1st time to club leh!!!!! but somehow after goin i think okie okie only leh. great place for guys tts all i can say abt clubbing ba. HAHAHAHA! stupid jiesheng they all said can't imagine i go clubbing. tsk! i can dance one okie! hahaha~ anyway here are some pics.. the rest shall upload up facebook soon after editing. poor quality, so no choice. HA!

friday went for trg camp. many things happened. lazy to type out all. conclusion, been booking in & out just to go for work and recording. missing lovelies and friends. watch jestyn, yumin & anwar clubbing in classroom. HA! e video is on my facebook. can go take a look if u wan. yup~ tts all. bad things, dun wanna mention. get use to it le. finally break camp on tue afternoon. play a few matches, den sat jason's car back home. OMG! he drove BMW most luxury series. dun noe wats e full name but is just one NICE!! quite stress sitting inside. HAHAHA~ simply afraid i might dirty his car.

training today @ fmss. before everything start, celebrate jan's bday awhile. trg today not tt tough but coach was rather disappointed in the performance. one reason, too long didn't undergo trg. thus, did not blame on us. So, for this few days left before IVP competition gonna buck up and work really hard for it! while others playing match, rest of us was asked to spike using netball. which is much more heavy and harder den volleyball. i think got spike over 100balls? and our palm really swollen sia. i even spike until my nerve come up, PAIN! but result is really good. ball will go down instead of flying out like areoplane. HAHAHA!!

after trg, shower and head off for dinner at lot1 wif fann, gala, jingying & mai. den head to watch bodyguard and assassins wif fann & gala. is damn nice!!!!!!! touching, funny, cool, sad.. is just a great great show!!!! u gonna watch it man.

2moro is baby jan's 19th birthday. gonna celebrate her big day man! now having terrible headaches, flu & cough. omg! go slp go slp le. good night!

realized i'm like a piece of glass
brittle and clear to see whether there's any scratches
or even dirt
so from today onwards
i dun wanna be a piece of glass
instead, i wanna be coke!
sweet & nice to drink
yet harmful for health
wait till i think of smth better
lets be coke currently
gala u noe wat i mean~
HAHAHA!

when i noe i'm not in ur list
i'm really disappointed
no matter how hard i try
how well i perform
before anything begin
i'd already lose
i does not have wat u wan
i does not have wat she born to have
blame no one but myself for being so short
so smth serious came to my mind..

Gina X]

2009-12-05T16:51:00.002+08:00

weather: rainy
mood: confused..

looking through our photo..
suddenly realised actually i wasn't as angry as i though to be.
i still can't let go afterall..
okie! i'm confusing myself!! i know..
be strong GINA!!!! be strong ....

Gina X|

2009-12-05T00:49:00.003+08:00

weather: rainy/ sunny
mood: pissed..

i'm really pissed off right now!
wats that fucking attitude you're giving?!
acting so nice in front but an asshole at the back. this won't make you any better!
i wanna talk things out with you nicely. i had tried to explain wats goin on. btw for your information, this is not what I suggested. they suggested, i let you noe. thats all i do. so wat rights do you have to actually push all the blame on me?!
i treat you as my friend, thats why i had been holding back all this while. i dun wan any nasty thingy gets in the way of our friendship. but i change my mind now. Cause i dun think you treasure this friendship anyway, so why do i have to cling on it? you dun give a damn isn't it? don't think you really know me that well to comment on my character. whatever you wrote will only make me think that u're just one petty shit! narrow-minded!!
i won't pick a fight on you but you better know your limit before i really turn mad..

okie okie~ chill chill chill! i noe.
anyway AGM finally over. burdens are lighter as well. no more roles, no more images which i have to care for.
after AGM, went to Haji lane wif fann jingying zixuan zuoting shiqi and 2 of their friends for sheesha. reached home was already late night.
didn't bring along cam. too bad. so only shoot one photo wif fann~~
2moro still got polympic games. gonna wake up early in the morning. awwwwww man~~~ hope i can really get myself off my bed.

alright~ thats all for tonight.
tata~

Gina =]

2009-11-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

weather: freaking heavy rain!!!
mood: happy , angry

late for morning lesson once again.. lucky is a 4hrs same module lesson.
Anyway~ today i think the whole singapore is raining like hell man! NP IS FLOODED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun noe else where lah. but the atrium is flooded like hell man! hahahaha~ i'm having fun. but peilin and fiona is like totally not in the fun mode. XD
jiesheng meet us up awhile later. den he told us that his slipper dropped on his way to school and was carried away by the flood!! its too fast and no way he can chase it back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i really think is freaking funny. imagine his face when he saw his slipper drop till being carried away by the flood. poor thing~
shall upload the video next post regarding the flood.

and YES!!!!!!!!!! i'm heading to Genting with my family and friends in about less than aprobably 7 ~ 8 hrs time!!!!!!! wooohoooooo~~
hope i can have tons of fun before i beheaded when CT comes. HAHAHA~

alright~ gonna grab some slp before i turn panda!
tata~

you thought that i'm angry of this. let me tell you ... I'M NOT!
the actual fact is, all this while you guys are saying about commitment when i already meet the minium requirement. whatever i had done fall back to commitment thingy. What other commitment will i have when one week so many days i spent on just 1 CCA? If going there, standing, showing you that i'm there! is your so called "commitment". you can might as well find anyone in NP to be part of you guys! Sorry~ i don't know how to act as well as somebody else. i'm who i'm. take it or leave it. i may have a stupid face, but is always better than someone with double faces.
i've enough!! i will not go with the flow anymore. this time round, i'm gonna play my own game. just don't you dare to step on my tail again, trust me, you won't wanna know what will happen to you next...

Gina X|

2009-11-17T20:26:00.004+08:00

weather: fine
mood: alright

YIPEE~~ i blood counts had gone up!! 6.9 to 9.6. and now 10.9!!!! i shall be good and continue on my medicine.

i realized.. i can't catch up with everything.. volleyball, math, homework blah blah blah. i can't even catch up with my meal! i had not been regular with my intake recently. lucky my medicine still holds me there. had not been to NRA trg as well. i think i already missed 3 weeks lesson? yea.. maybe.
i need more time. i need more sleep. i need more confident! but i just can't seems to get it..

here are some photo when i hospitalized..
thats how big the pack of blood is. 5hrs for one. And i intake 2 packs. imagine how long is it..
clifford the model.
yeap~ thats e god damn needle poke on my for dun noe how many days...
mei~ u enjoy kissing a plush doll...? hahaha~
and that plush doll is ah mei bought for me de!!!!!!! LOVE YA~

alright~ thats all for 2day. gonna grab early slp or else i dun think i can survive for the next few days..
tata!

i realized it had been a habit
when ever i enter complex
i can't help but turn my head to the left
just to catch a glimpse
even if i'm in court
i would turn around
hoping that i can see you run pass me
bad habit bad habit...

Gina =|

2009-11-14T00:15:00.006+08:00

weather: rainy
mood: relax

its rotting. i noe i noe~
had lots of laughter during break today. really enjoy being wif my classmates & of course besties.
finally got to say smth that had been occupying a space in my heart & mind for a long long time~ though no conclusion yet. but at least i did stands for my rights this time!

IVP trg starts. whole lots of stress will be heading towards me once again.. confidence is just one of the thing i need most right now. but.. where to find it?

12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock.. 12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock..
u've been telling me this all along. i noe.. but why can't i?
sometimes, maybe something..
trying is just not good enough...

Gina

2009-11-01T04:46:00.005+08:00

weather: rainy / windy
mood: glad

alright!!! i'm finally DISCHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the feeling is one SHIOK sia. okie~ i shall begin my hospitalized story....

suddenly fever strikes me on sun evening during my work. no choice~ gonna apply leave and go back home. fever goes up till my whole head is so damn freaking hot! ate pandadol to make myself better. force myself to school on monday though i clearly noe i'm not feeling well. but i just dun wanna miss any lessons. fever comes to me again, ate pandadol, fever gone. everytime i eat medicine, the fever will be under control. HOWEVER! when the effect of the pandadol is gone..... it just SHOOTS UP high!! like rocket to outerspace!!!!!!!

so, i decided to go consult a doctor in polyclinic on tuesday afternoon. morning lessons? MISS!
doctor see see see, request me to take a blood test to play safe. no choice, gonna let them take my blood. so i look at them like they are vampires. waited 45min, result finally out. normal blood counts have to be 12, but my is 6.9! is almost a half!! the doc ask me to admit into hospital immediately, but i refuse to. so he let me choose, to go by ambulance or myself. of course i chose myself lah! den went to teach tution before i meet up wif ah mei to ask her to acc me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH).

reached TTSH, waited quite long for my turn to consult the doctor. finally my name is called and i'm told to admit into TTSH immediately as well. they ask me to call my mum, but i dun wan. cuz is like throwing an atomic bomb right into her face man! somemore is in late night.. btw i'm hospitalized at 11.30pm.
but still ended up calling her. waited at A&E department. mum, dad & big bro arrived. but only one can come into the ward. so mum came in, big bro send ah mei back home, dad wait outside.
after long hrs of waiting, finally i'm pushed to another ward where i will spend my time in. however, the 1st night i doesn't have bed for me cuz is fully booked. so i slpt at the corridoor. sound pathetic, which is true, but the nurses there just treat me very very very good! especially one of them. 4gotten her name, but she's really kind to me.

woke up early in the morning ard 7am? by doctors and nurses. to examine me. den they start to transfuse the 1st packet of blood to me. seriously, its freaking painful. is so painful that i cried and till i just laid there like a dead corpse! den my pulse rate went down hill. so weak that the machine can't detect it, not even manually. soon, my bed starts to crowd ard by many nurses. some comfort me, some worry abt my pulse rate. den finally, the machine detect my pulse rate and it continue to go up till 62. everyone is happy, so am i. like that no need to pluck another needle mah. HAHAHA!
1 packet of blood took 5hrs? den when the 2nd one comes in. the pain is even greater than the previous one. force myself to slp so to 4get abt the pain. is actually the initial part that is painful. after that, cuz ur hand alrdy numb, would be more stable. ah mei came visit me at ard 3pm. finally got a bed in the ward and moved in. during transferring, air gets into the tube! no choice, they gonna draw out the air. which means those transfuse in, some have to get out and back in again. is simply just a torture.. so ah mei just kept on chatting wif me to let me 4get abt all the pain.
till evening, fann clifford janice & amirah came to visit me too. we chat & chat & chat. den mum came in. all of us just chat & laugh together. when everyone leaves, i'm tired too. anyway, got a "Fall Risk" pink tag attached to me, i can't go anywhere without a nurse beside me. so slpt very early to save their trouble.

next day woke up, doctors examine again. tis day is pretty relaxing. just eat medicine and keep on taking BP rate. watch the screen record for pulse rate, i'm the lowest among all! only 47?! omg... i start to suspect the machine got problem! hahaha~ but others look normal leh... =(
fann came to visit me at ard 1plus. chat, play wif lappy, slp. later in the night mei and ruvyn den visit me. all 4 of us went down to makan dinner. yes! my pink tag is removed in the afternoon. so i can go anywhere!! of course not out of TTSH.
mum & dad visit me at ard 7plus, den went back home. amirah turn up too. den the rest of them leave at 9plus in the night for their movie at AMK. so, i browse thru magazine. lotter ard, den head down to lobby for internet. back up to ward, found out one uncle passed away. omg... hurry back to ward to slp den. saw his relatives pass by, some are sad. but some simply like stones. neither sad nor happy.

friday, finally I'M DISCHARGE!!!!! mum pick me up at ard 1plus. have lunch before we head back home. rest for 15min, rush to teach tution. watch movie in the night wif mei they all. den head back home for some rest.

gonna thank lots & lots of people! THANKS TO...

KAHMEI FANN JANICE AMIRAH

CLIFFORD RUVYN

for visiting me when i'm in TTSH.

JOCELYN ZOUTING

for offering to visit me.

and many other friends who ask for my well-being. like Sharon Ee, gala, ZX, JW..etc. is way too many of them to be mention here. but really thank you thank you!! LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE TONS TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for those friend of my who dun noe abt this. dun blame me for not telling okie~ admitted into hospital is not smth good to spread around. so i didn't say. hahaha! but anyway, sorry. =]

thats all for 2day. more to update on next post. this? overload already.
tata~

Gina =]

2009-10-29T23:59:00.003+08:00

weather: fine?
mood: happy

alright... admitted to hospital. miss lessons, miss BTT, get freaking pain blood transfusion..etc.
however, received tons of friend concern and wishes. and of course friends & family visit and accompany. being patient not a bad thing afterall~ thanks people!
discharging 2moro! shall update again. gonna get back to ward before nurse & doc chasing after me or finding me. afterall, i SNEAK out in e middle of the night. cool huh? hahaha.
tata~

Gina =]

2009-10-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

weather: warm
mood: down

sudden fever strike me when i'm working yesterday. ate pandadol many times. but when the effect of the medicine gone, fever is back. omg...
i shall update again when i got better..

Gina X|

2009-10-20T00:27:00.004+08:00

weather: hot
mood: freaking stress

yea people~ i'm back!!! went to Genting wif some of the volleyballers. shall talk abt tis in e later part of the post.

2day is the 1st day of sch. lesson starts at 1pm. met a very funny and easy-going lecturer. by right school ends at 6pm, lucky lecturer postpone 2day & 2moro lessons. plan to discuss drills wif ZT, ZX they all. BUT! they just went missing. no choice, gonna think of the drills myself.
conclusion for 2day trg... CUI! just think that it wasn't good enough, though members said the trg is good. i still find smth is simply missing somewhere. i wonder how am i suppose to survive for 2moro trg. gonna take over the beginners. which is a way bigger group compare to the one i took 2day. OMG!!!!!!!!!!! just gonna pray hard that everything goes smoothly.
got tons of support here and there. thanks people!! i will try very hard to give my very best to u guys!!! PROMISE!!!!

alright~ let me talk abt my genting trip!!
seriously, i really enjoy goin wif them. they include.. [base by sitting order]
Zuoting
Zixuan
Fann
Kye Jie
Shiqi
Kuan Siong
Jiawen
Yijie
Zongxian
Felice
Mingyao

1st night, meet some of them at jurong MRT station and the rest at golden mile. there are people like joyce, yangzheng.. etc came to send us off. got up the bus, feeling all so excited! slpt all the way up to genting. in between, got up and took tons of photo wif some of them. while the others continue slping.

reached genting on the 2nd day. dun really rmb wat time is it, but is pretty early. probably 5plus in the morning? fann & yijie go do some admin stuff, while we just slack around. when everything is done, we store our bag to the hotel and off we go for our breakfast in Marry Brown. before that, fann & i met Kahao at the public phone area. fann still look in the mirror without noticing him right at the side! hahaha~ we saw him and was pretty suprise. so we went "aye~~!!!!". of course he went "aye~~" too. the funny thing is that his mother beside him went "aye~~" too!!!! OMG~ hahaha! den kahao ask her she "aye" for wat?! HAHAHAHAHA.

after eating at Marry Brown. simply just feel like vomiting, old habit seems to say hi to me. got a sweet from ZT. but still ended up vomiting at the loo. omg~ there goes my breakfast..
right after tt, bought the ticket and went into theme park. really had tons of fun! they are all so funny!! took tons of photo as well. shall post some here when i got them. we play play play, den got kinda tired. so went to makan "bak ku teh", before heading back hotel for rest. we rest rest rest, till probably 5plus 6. wash up, head off to "Mushroom Farm". had a fabulous dinner over there!!! omg~ is just one NICE!!!!! den we just went crazy after tt, while waiting for the van to send us back. omg ya! jasmine joined us after dinner. we all just play together like a bunch of small kids!!

reached hotel, continue our playing adventure. we went outside for sweet potatoes as well. NICE!! is a must try over there. cold cold weather, hot hot sweet potatoes! feel so warm man~
when theme park closed, we go outside and play. u might be wondering wat we can play. WUAHAHA! gals piggy back guys and have a race. loser gonna run up the reverse escalator and do a superman posture. my partner is KS. and we are the WINNER!! while running, feel like falling forward. so i just got faster and faster. not knowing that i bang into the 2 racers beside me. HAHAHA~ sorry huh.

we just had a series of playing and eating till i dun really rmb which happens 1st?! we got go to arcade for games too. got back to hotel and shower. went to Shiqi their room for some games. den head back to our own room for some slp. due to no space, fann went to Shiqi their room while i share wif JW, YJ & ZX. before turning in, went out to have supper wif felice, MY, ZX & jasmine. after tt, send jasmine back to her hotel room and off we go to ours.

woke up early in the morning, shower, pack bag, check out. rushed to another hotel area for dim sum. kinda nice but waiting time is simply too long! finished eating, go for shopping. everything seems pretty rush. managed to buy a bag pack. and i'm so happy abt it! hahaha~ and of course some present for those who cannot make it for tis trip, we got for ourselves too.
rush rush rush~ around 1.30pm or 2pm got up to the bus and off we go back to Singapore!

during tis trip, many of us simply just felt that we are being con here and there. like food very expensive and so on. hahaha~ so i decided to name tis trip as "The Con trip!"
but overall is still very fun. lots of precious memories.

okie dokie~ enough of the talking. gonna grab some slp. i'm freaking tired. 2moro is still a long way to go for me! JIAYOU~
tata~

Gina =|

2009-10-15T15:45:00.005+08:00

weather: rainy
mood: fine

1st of all..

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY XUEYI!!!!!!!

yup~ went to suntec for picnic to celebrate xueyi's birthday. many NPVB club ppl went there. its fun. lots of food, drinks, photos.
after that, went to meet up wif ah mei & ruvyn at bugis while the rest went to watch movie.
walk around bugis. shopping~~
had tons of laughter! seriously is damn funny. really enjoy it. thanks guys!

didn't really bought any stuffs. probably some tofu oyako thingy. and ya! we went to Mahantta fish market for dinner. is DAMN FULL!!!! we couldn't finish our food, so decided to take-away the remainders.
saw 1 handsome guy too! wuahahaha~ but i always didn't manage to spot him. walk pass him i even dun noe abt it! until ah mei & ruvyn tell me. hahaha! probably i'm not good at spotting ppl. omg~

nth much today. suppose to head to sch early in the morning for some EE division meeting. but wasn't able to make it. promise mum to help her out at home today before i go for trg and genting. no choice~
suppose to go makan wif ZT & Yingxuan to celebrate her birthday. in e end not goin as well.
trg today, baby jan and fann not goin as well. saded.. i'm alone again. so hope i can survive today trg as well ba.
thats all for today.
tata~

thanks for being there for me
thanks for getting my back
thanks for everything
really!
i'm tough and strong
cause i'm Gina the Wonder Woman!
HAHAHAHA~

Gina =|

2009-10-14T01:22:00.005+08:00

weather: cloudy
mood: freaking depressing

i did use my words as carefully as possible.
i did include myself.
most of all, i didn't noe that the trainer is YOU!
so, i shall be the bad person of the year.

once there was a friend of my who will pay close attention to every small little things about us. wonder since when, this friend of my seems to be taken away from my life. i just can't get use to it. can't accept the fact that he is gone. i won't make u choose or make any decision. i will automatic make myself leave. i won't make it hard for u. cause i noe u will be in difficult position.
maybe is my fault. maybe is just because i didn't grab it tight enough. maybe.. maybe..
alright.. i wil try to find tons of excuses to cover tis feeling of my up. GINA POH! GET USE TO IT!! GET USE TO IT!!!!

anyway~ thanks to all my friends who are with me. really thanks alot!
thanks to Zuoting, Zixuan, Jingying for hearing me out.
thanks to Joyce, Zongxian, Sebas, ZT for acc me home on 961. though is small journey only. HA!

tears roll down
wonder why
i'm weaker than how i think i am
finally understand
cause i treasure this friendship
more than i ever imagine..

Gina X(

2009-10-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

weather: fine
mood: delighted

just got back from NRA camp. out of expectation, is pretty fun! though is super duper woopy looper TIRED!
we spread out into 6 groups which the choroegrapher have to choose. i'm under Melise, Jiajun & Shufang. right after 1st day afternoon, we went for make-up lesson where they teaches u how to make "stage make-up". which is very different from normal outting make-up. is more dramatic which is kinda difficult to get use to it. especially when i dun even put on make-up during normal days! right after that, went for stretching. den we start to practise dance moves for last day performance. hrs of trg, watch movie, shower den slpt at 2.45am.
2nd day, woke up at 7.30am. rush to BBDC for BTT. flunk! hahaha~ not really very sad over it. maybe becuz i noe i didn't study at all ba. due to gan jiong, chiong down to book for the next BTT. after booking den realise school reopen already and the date clashes wif my lessons. sian! after test, rush back to sch for dance practise again. practise practise practise till last afternoon? had a short amazing race, makan, had bond night event. after all that, went for dance practise again till late night 2plus 3am like that neh! by the time i slp was already around 4am.
3rd, which is the last day. thanks to toilet auntie washing toilet, time was drag to 8am like that for wash up. after breakfast, shift our bags to studio 71 den our dance practise again till probably 1pm? eat lunch, get ready, make-up, performance start. it was a success!!! and we got 2nd place!!!!!! didn't noe it, cuz i thought we were given best leader award to our choroegrapher melise. hahahaha~ blur.
these 3days, though we been training training and training. getting really very little time to slp. but i really learn alot. be it dance moves or bonding, i make more frenz compare to last time. really enjoy the whole camp. sweat damn alot!!!! drop those fats away~~

but... today outing wif my lovely gals. fann, mei, sharon and amirah. ate at xinwang cafe in the afternoon, steamboat at night in bugis area. get those fats back~~ HAHAHA!
even though so, i still enjoy being wif them. LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shopping shopping shopping. bought a tee for hip-hop and a bag for mum. she look so happy. but u noe wat she said?

mum: " wah~~ why buy bag for me? "
me: " your late birthday present loh "
mum: " ai yo~ why buy bag.. "
me: " wah! dun u think look like expensive bag meh? so nice! won't gone out of fashion some more leh! "
mum: " okie lah.. then i shall leave it in cupboard for half yr later or till my current bag spoil liao then use it."

why cannot sometime use this, sometime use that?! ai yo~~~ den i buy the bag for her like those display bag in store. cuz she just place nicely over there at the table top mah! hahaha~ boey tahan.

yea~ tis week goin genting soon wif NPVB club ppl. den in Nov goin there again wif family members and fann, mei, sharon. woooo~ excited excited!
okie lah~ i think thats all for these few days ba. more update will be coming up! cuz tis week is kinda a happening week for me. WOOOHOOO!!
tata~~

Gina =]

2009-10-06T01:46:00.005+08:00

weather: slight rain
mood: happy/ worry

as mention, didn't manage to wake up early in the morning to meet JW. so in the afternoon, head over to Cineleisure to meet him up to get my file. as expected, i'm late for appointment.
result? WOOOHOOOOOOO~~~~ though i injured my left knee but its minor. it will eventually gets better or heal back. so drink more milk, eat more cheeze!

after the appointment, big bro drove me to NP for vball trg. slpt on his car. woke up heard him and mum kept on physco-ing me not to go for trg, go home slp instead. HA! but in e end, i still went for trg.

oh ya! got smth to share wif you guys!!!
when i'm on my way to cineleisure to meet JW for my file. there's a grandpa cycling slowly in front of me. actually was quite a distance away. den suddenly, in his opposite direction came 2 youngster. probably around my age? the guy look gay wif his shoulder bag and the way he walk. his bag just bang into the grandpa's bicycle handle which in turns make him lose his balance and fell off the bicycle. lucky there are bushes beside where he fell right into it. but it was raining in the morning, so the bushes are wet. same goes to the soil. when the grandpa got up, his clean white shirt had soil dirt cover behind his top and was wet too. poor thing.. most importantly!!! THAT GOD DAMN GAY GUY DID NOT APOLOGIZE!!!! i mean DID NOT!!!!!!!! wat a bad ass!!!!!!!!!!! sorry huh~ cause i really think the grandpa very poor thing. he did not even give off his temper and still smile to the guy as if is his fault. omg~
the grandpa uses his weak hands trying to get the dirt off his shirt. really dun bear to see any further. i go ahead and help him clean off the dirts on the area where he can't reach. ask him whether is he alright and things like that. he look so kind-hearted. like that grandpa whom others love to bully. OMG OMG OMG!!!
so people! rmb to treat oldies wif care okie!!

trg 2day was..... erm.... okie okie loh. went to another court, lied on the floor. thinking that "i'm going to shower later anyway, just lay lah!" hahaha~ lied lied lied. den fall aslp. is kinda comfy over there huh. breezy and peaceful~ wat i heard was only "must bao you(protect) gina!" HAHAHA! is actually yangzheng they all playing in the court, trying to prevent all kind of balls from hitting me. thanks huh~ now finally understand how Xueyi they all love to slp around court area. IS REALLY VERY COMFY! hahaha~

getting kinda worry regarding my jump. can anyone teach me to jump really high? how how how?!?!?!?!?! hai....

once again. thanks jocelyn for driving me back home. still wondering to go NRA or vball trg 2moro. probably vball? having NRA camp tis week afterall. ai~ dun noe lah. didn't get any info. from JW yet either. see how ba.
thats all for 2night.
tata~

Gina =|

2009-10-05T02:32:00.002+08:00

weather: fine/ raining
mood: tired

woke up early in the morning, rush for work as usual. realized IKEA air-conditioning is getting colder day-by-day. wonder is it really the air-conditoning or simply just the weather turning winter.

anyway~ its a long day for me. but! from next week onwards will be 2weeks of work-free!!!!!!! but also means no money.... WHO CARES!!! it holidays~~ aba li bo leh bay~~ holidays~~~ yea yea~~~
HAHAHA!!!

left my file with ZX. appointment card was in it as well. 2moro appointment date. and now i dun have my the card wif me!!! tis is a lesson to be learnt.. NEVER FORGET UR THINGS!!!!!!! talk abt forgetting things. my jackets are also wif him and ZT! -.-
the file now is now wif JW. but 2moro he can only meet me in interchange at 6.50AM!!!!!! omg... how am i able to wake up when its 2.38am now and i'm still here blogging?! hahaha~ probably gonna meet him up in town 2moro afternoon instead ba.

okie dokie! gonna grab some slp now. it had been a freaking tiring day for me. been yawning in front of customers. i noe is rude~ but can't help huh.. sorry!
result going to reveal 2moro. OMG!! i'm seriously very nervous... hope everthing will be fine.
thats all. tata~

i had a friend
who once promise me that he will never change
but he failed to keep the promise
right now,
he's doing something he once said he dislike
but he seems to be enjoying it
probably greed
probably fame
probably power
you may tell me that these things blind him
thats BULL SHIT
i'm currently looking for this friend of my
who once promise me that he will never change
if you see him
can you tell me where he is?
cause seriously..
i miss him

Gina =]

2009-10-03T02:02:00.003+08:00

weather: cloudy
mood: slacky

being interrupted couple of times by others tis morning. postman, big bro, my wound ..etc. result? made many different dreams. hahaha~
finally got my ass out of the bed at around 12plus? have a shower and den head off to bank to transfer money to baby fann.

yup~ u might be wondering why i transfer money to her. I'M GOING GENTING!!!!!!! wooooohoooo~~~ end of tis holidays i'm heading there wif my NPVB people. den mid-nov i'm going there again wif my family members. enjoy enjoy~~
NRA camp is coming. dun really feel excited abt it at all. so unlucky BTT lies on one of the camp days. damn it.. gonna get up early and head to BBDC. omg...

recently or probably quite sometime ago. went to yingying's hse for majong at around 10pm. i had been to her hse since sec sch. and i was told tt i can take 901. so when i saw tt bus, i just aboard it. not knowing that i had never take 901 to ying's hse before! of course i dun noe where should i alight. make a call to her and heard that "see Vitas Point, there will be a TURN, den u hurry get off the bus!" so carry tis concept, i start looking for "Vitas Point". probably is late night already, so the light of the plaza should have turned off. i just happily sit all the way dun noe to where. suddenly! i saw "Seagate" and highway. i noe i'm in somewhere which i'm not suppose to be at!!! hurry make a call to ying, den i noe... I'M LOST ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
really really~ i think there's something wrong wif S'pore buses huh! i dun believe i can get myself lost in Woodlands as well?! omg... must be the route too complicated le. hahahaha~
alright alright~ i noe. i'm an idiot when come to buses....

anyway~ saw CZ's blog. they are in China having their overseas study. they seems to be having quite alot of fun over there. omg~~~ i'm so envy of them.
NVM!! i'm having lots of fun too in S'pore. everyday slp until sun shines on my butt!! cooool man~
okie............. i noe i noe...........

yup~ thats the wound on one of my elbows.

realise every trg i gonna get some injuries here and there! dun understand why man~ but tis time round really hurts neh. probably because previous wound haven't recovered yet, the new one come and say hi. pain pain pain~ its swollen man! freaking high when i'm having shower. endure endure endure!!!!!!!!!

okie~ thats all for today. 2moro will be baby cousin 1 yr old birthday celebration. its also sirui's birthday. afternoon gonna meet up wif peilin for avt thingy. okie okie~ good night guys!
tata~

Gina =]

2009-10-01T00:29:00.004+08:00

weather: fine
mood: contented

alright alright~~ suppose to upload some photos. but u noe.... lazy huh~ hahaha! shall upload it right after i finished editing.

anyway~ went to have sakae buffet for dinner just now wif NPVB club members. we just have to pay $10, the rest club fund. WOOOHOOOO~~ SHIOK! hahaha~
doesn't get to eat much, cuz was pretty full. unbelievable right?! ya~ i'm shock too. hahaha! took tons of pic., all wif the others. so no photo till they give it to us.

i suppose to meet up wif peilin 2moro at esplanade but was canceled. feel so bad cuz i had been pushing the date of meeting her up twice! sorry peilin!!!

ah pa had been treating me well recently. he become much more gentle den ever. find him really cute and funny. HAHAHA! probably he noe i'm not in a good mood after how they treat me. though i noe they are trying to make up, but its too late after so many yrs of damage. i will let the flow bring us. anyway~ simply just can't stand ah pa innocent looking eyes. hahaha~
I LOVE YOU AH PA!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to say that long ago. but just find it hard to open up my mouth when see him. many people are like that. you can show how much u love tis person or how much you care for them. but just one thing.. its difficult to say that 3 words to them. alright~ i shall try and find one day to say that to him. hahaha!

love this song from 蕭敬騰 jam. he's a taiwanese singer. i prefer the way he look when he just become a Star. but recently find his looking kinda turn gay. HAHAHA! just my opinion lah. no offence. still like his music anyway. so enjoy~

蕭敬騰 - 我不會愛

Gina =]

2009-09-30T00:21:00.009+08:00

weather: fine
mood: down

been wondering the whole night and afternoon. you never ever support me in volleyball before. not only you, them too. i should be able to get use to it. why do i still feel so damn upset when all of you saying the same old god damn things in front of me over again and again and AGAIN?! why... you guys are the closest to me.. why the one who disapprove me is none others but you?
nevermind nevermind nevermind! stand strong stand strong stand strong!! i will let my dream fly high even if i dun have u guys. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!
u can disapprove me, but u can't stop me.

had like this song since i was in sec sch. find the lyrics very meaningful. feel free to listen. =]

Mcfly - I'll be okay

When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
its been so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
Now overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friends all have
Better things to do.

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Oh, just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be OK

Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone
There's no-one to share the pain,
You're sleeping with the TV on
And you're lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Would never help me to forget

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
Ah, I'll be OK

You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone

Just tell yourself
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
just tell yourself
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself
Ahhhhhhhhh

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day

just tell yourself
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
Ahhhh, I'll be OK
Ahhhh, I'll be ok

2009-09-27T04:12:00.004+08:00

weather: freaking WARM
mood: contented/ disturbing

Alright~ gonna be prepare that tis will be a freaking long post. So if u dun wanna noe everything, just select sub-heading to read the particular matters. HAHAHA~

1st thing 1st...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAH ZONGXIAN (BAMBOO)!!!!!

may you become the ultimate BAMBOO~ hahaha! jk jk.
Lets talk about Zongxian Birthday celebration which took place today.
anyway, went to celebrate ZX's birthday @ The Cathay. watch the movie "Fame". is kinda boring, but i love their songs. still, is worth a try to watch it. He and some of the guys sat in a few rows before us without knowing that we are giving him a suprise right after the movie ends.
however, during the movie, smth funny happened.. There was a part where the cinema is kinda silent. cuz is showing the girl in deep thought before she play the music & start singing. SUDDENLY! my tummy groan due to hunger!!!!!!! yes~ i didn't take any breakfast or snack. not even water or candy. i tried to control, but fail. and kengyang was sitting beside me, gladys beside him. BOTH of them heard the groaning and turn & look at me. Kengyang expression is freaking funny. I'M VERY VERY PAISEH OVER IT SIA!!! den we just went laughing non-stop.
after movie, sing birthday song for ZX, head off to "The Manhanttan Fish MARKET" for lunch. the food there are nice. can give it a shot. Shall upload the pic. next time.
After lunch, head off to Paradise centre? yup~ went there for pool. after playing one to two game. i just drift off to play those acade games. 1st, i played the MaJong game. twice. never win, felt like kenna cheated. den head off to play Bomberman. ZX joined in. We pass through quite alot of stages. the game ends at stage 4-5 . there are 5 stages i heard. cool right! the coolest thing is, he used $0.50 throughout the game, while i used $1.50. HAHAHAHA! yup~ i keep on dying. He said his control thingy kinda weird, i thought mine too. so i compare his and my. the same leh~ HAHAHAHA! den they said my skill sucks... -.-
Went to ZX's granny hse for steamboat and Majong. finally met fann, but jan didn't turn up. stay till quite late. kenna scolded by mum over the phone. kinda spoil my mood. probably becuz i wasn't in woodlands area since i were goin to stay out late. lose some money. 2nd round ZX share with me. thanks to him, i didn't lose too much. like drag him down the water. HA!
really must thanks Kaijie for driving me back home from bukit panjang to woodlands. or else i gonna take cab home, which was kinda scary. HAHAHA~ dun noe wat am i thinking.
THANK YOU KAIJIE!!!!!!

next up, Volleyball Training.
for the whole week, i only went for training on the thur. Mon was a public holiday, gonna report to work. besties and friends went to Marina barrage for kite flying & picnic. i miss that out.. wasted~ it seems fun in those photo they took. too bad for me~
tue as usual, NRA trg. so didn't head down to vball trg since fann & jan didn't go for it either.
Thur trg, starting was alright. like no other ordinary trg. just that..
1. Jiawen emo
2. Zongxian hot temper
3. Xueyi getting restless day-by-day
I just don't noe wats the wrong wif them?! ask JW whether is he okie, he just smile and walk away. ZX worst! give me attitude. though he apologise in the later part, but NOT GOOD!! affects other leh. XY leh~ ask him wat, he just nod his head. or just dun feel like replying. I think among them only Yijie and Sebas are normal for that night.
nth happens till one particular point. i was playing Sub-set position. suddenly opponent drop a ball in the center, i received and land on the floor. just when i ALMOST got up on my feet, another one came over at the corner front. so i fly over and receive. after that one, i was still on my knee. ANOTHER ONE came over and drop right at the back court of my position. manage to received up, but fly. it all happened so fast, wat i heard is just my name being called repeatedly. at that point of time, is simply like the only player in the court! i just laid on the floor flat on my back. they all went laughing non-stop! and come over asking whether am i alright. its funny, i laugh along wif them. but i'm pekchey too! felt so pathetic man~
after trg, head off to market for dinner and took jocelyn's car back home.

Changi Airport trip
went to Changi airport wif Peilin on friday. no special reason, just go there to explore and makan. ate at Crystal Jade Restraunt. NICE NICE~ den went to T2 and T3 shopping. though not much stalls, but still quite a few great deals over there. bought some food back home for mum and bros. shall upload pic on next entry.

Regarding me
nothing much happen recently. just that i cut my hair once again. felt kinda short, but many said no diff. getting my knee report soon. dun really noe wat to do. just pray hard everything is alright. really really dun wanna head down to SGH anymore. body health seems like goin downhill. probably is time to grab some vitamins. prevent virus attack. dun noe why, just suddenly caught on flu. wat the hell~ just hope i will get well soon!
many of my friends wanna quit working. future working will be more boring den ever. i'm working for the sake of stable income. hai~ life! get it over with ba.

alright~ i'm getting very very long-winded over here. goin for work in a few hours time. gonna grab some slp before its too late!! good night guys~
tata!

Gina =]

2009-09-09T22:04:00.000+08:00

weather: freaking hot
mood: nothing special

woke up at 2plus tis afternoon. head off to teach tution. really find it difficult to teach one of them! he is not willing to learn, how am i on earth goin to teach him?! omg~ pray hard his mum come to a decision whether to continue or not. or else i will feel like goin there to cheat their money!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY LOW!!!!!

[ TODAY ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONG JIAWEN!!!!!

[ TOMORO ]

yup yup~ 2moro will be his birthday. getting older man. hahaha~ anyway, we will be celebrating his birthday at The Cathay. den head off to trg right after that.

talk about trg. it had been a long long time i ever stretch my legs and body for hip-hop. since study period before exam? maybe. now i'm aching here and there. worst! i got blue-black on my knee. due to that floor movement we learn during yesterday trg. continuous repeating, left a big blue-black on my knee cap!! it hurts man..
is definitely darker den the pic up there!!

alright~ nth much to update u guys abt. everyone is missing here and there as usual. wanna meet up also difficult. driving, trg, outings, working..etc. these are stuff that are good enough to keep ones busy. how to go out together?
thinking about finding one day to go down to town. probably alone? yea~ maybe.

okie dokie~ thats all for 2day.
tata~

Gina =|

2009-09-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

weather: raining & cold
mood: down

i'm down with headaches and flu!!! thanks to the big rain..
well~ we went for PRIMERS' night cycling event on friday night. i'm one of the team leader. so reached ECP quite early just to have some briefing and stuff like tt. the whole event are fun but tiring. however!!! my butt isn't tt pain compare to last year!!! amazing isn't it?!?!? hahaha~

my group kept on encounter bikes problem. but no one fell or injured during the event for my group. except one, whom hurt her ankle alittle.
when we are on our way to bedok jetty, anthony's paddle just kept on falling off his bike. so weida exchange his wif him. but in the end, the bike simply just can't be cycle anymore. so phone up eric and wait for his lorry while others head off to the jetty 1st.
wait wait wait~ 3 groups pass by weida n me. rain starts falling once again. the surrounding is getting colder and colder. FINALLY! eric's lorry show up, n off i go and try to catch up as many group as possible. cuz my group is the 1st.

is around 4plus 5, and i'm on the road all alone, cycling. though on the way, there's still people around whom doing some morning exercises. as i'm getting closer to the jetty, i pass by a big big pond. i think should be call a lake. but not so big. ai ya~ thats not the point. just imagine as a lake okie, but not that big.
cycle cycle cycle~ there's no one around there at all. not even morning exerciser. SUDDENLY! i heard someone calling for HELP!! sounds like a child, but also like a girl voice. i quickly look around. but see nothing but only me cycling. a chill send down my spine, i decided not to think so much but continue cycling. cuz around the lake, there's track for cycling. so is like a curve, when u cycle, u can see the whole lake. maybe i too tired orh...? maybe i heard wrongly lah. maybe maybe....

went for work 2day. headaches still hanging around in my head. flu was getting better. but in the afternoon, dun noe why, i suddenly cannot tahan already. somemore i kenna center counter which have tons of customers flowing through all the time. there's simply no time for me to rest, NOT EVEN HAVE A SLIP OF DRINK. asked uncle jason whether can i return home early, haven't even hear my reason, a straight NO come from him. heartless fellow....
no choice, but to continue till closing loh. i'm half dead when i reached home. still need to do my therapy. ahhhhhhhhhh~ lazy neh..

but something to be happy about is. there are 2 customers today praise me leh!! hahaha~ one mention that i have a pair of nice shoes. another said that i'm very efficient! WOOOOHOOOOO~~~
tt kinda make my day man. though i'm like dying.. hahahaha!!!

okie okie~ i really cannot stand it le. gonna grab some slp. goodnight people!
tata~

Gina =]

2009-09-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

weather: freaking hot!
mood: worry, down

been to SGH for appointment today. currently my knee is said to be side ligament damage. den said that is tear. den said that is pull. so i dun noe exactly which one is it. but wat i noe is there's smth wrong wif my knee ligament. currently waiting for MRI scanning next friday den wait for final result and conclusion on 1st of oct. CHILDREN DAY!!! but dun sound like a good day for me though. hahaha~ meanwhile wat i can do is go for therapy and build up new muscles around it. JIA YOU GINA POH!!!!! if wanna keep playing vball, wanna keep on dancing hiphop.. tis is wat i must work hard for. GOGOGOGO~~

after the appointment, went to Guang Ming Shan to see my da jiu [big uncle, if direct translate]. Guang Ming Shan is a temple where the decease are. people go there to visit them during ghost festival or other periods of time lah.
just can't control the emotion when see his pic over there. though it had been 3yrs, but tis feeling of missing him just can't help.. mum always remind me not to cry in front of him, it will make him feel miserable or even suffer. as he can't leave tis place peacefully. So no matter how sad we are, we just cannot let those tears roll down. people out there, rmb tis! if u wan someone u love to leave happily, dun cry!!

u guys still rmb "Fan Yao Jin"? the guy whom die in e plane crash in taiwan? his one of my big bro's friend. comrade in another word. his bone powder is stored near my big uncle's. such a coincident man! he's a poor fellow. i can imagine how does it feel like when seeing ur own friend or comrade die right in front of ur eyes and u can do nth. somemore on fire! oh my goodness...

okie okie~ enough of those sorrow up there. say smth funny occurred recently. went to watch "The proposal" on wed night. reached CWP early and saw sharon at woodlands control station giving out flyers. so approached her to say hi. when i walk up next to her, there's tis guy standing right beside her. at 1st, i thought is her boss or someone she noe. but turn out NOT! he is just someone who came forward trying to noe her and get her hp no. Sharon die die dun wanna give it to him, so he decided to give her his. it goes like tis...

Man: like that lah~ i give u my, u record in ur phone.
Sharon: huh.. oh.. okie..
Man: my no. is ********. my name is Nicholas. it spell as " Nichlos". u can call me nic also can.

OMG!!! he can't even spell his name correctly?! above conversation is speak in chinese. and he simply look like uneducated 30 yrs old plus ah beng uncle!!!! omg omg omg~ i can't believe it! when he spell his name, i really wanna laugh out loud. but i can't, cuz is rude. but when he walk off... I LAUGH LIKE HELL!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA~~~ boey tahan..

alright~ thats all for today!
tata~~

Gina =]

2009-09-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: refresh

alright~ just had a trial night cycling on monday night. trying to rmb the road, hope i won't bring the freshies else where. hahahaha! even if i 4gotten, i still got ah mei!! hope everything will go smoothly and fine.
and my butt majiang blue black sia. pain like hell.. butt! u better get better by friday night huh~ or else i'll be in dead meat for sure..
oh ya~ 4gotten when does tis happens. there are 2 photo below where i took it on 961 when travelling back to woodlands wif wardah & fann. is a funny trip!

this incident is really damn funny!
1st we try to squeeze up the bus 961. when we manage to squeeze up by having the door close successfully behind us, i turn and look. I'M STICKING TO THE DOOR. same goes to fann too. den i went saying "WAH~ we are potential squeezer sia!" i dun noe why, but the bus seems to be in silent at tt moment. and the people around us went laughing. omg~~~

during the journey, we move up and in as people get down the bus. u guys noe the 4 seater seats in the front part of the bus where they face each other? yup~ e pic above happens there. this particular aunty is sooo sooo damn inconsiderate! see the way she sit. like totally enjoying lah. HA!

den there's tis chinese uncle ask her to down her legs down to allow others to take the seat. cuz the bus really damn pack. but she ignore like TOTALLY~~ giving those stupid faces. so we decided to take a photo of her. wardah took one, so i took out my phone n set silent 1st. when i press the 'capture' buttom, the capturing sound "kit-chin" simply ring out. everyone look at me! except tt aunty lah. wardah & fann look very shocked at it and look at me. den no choice, i went saying "OH~~~ my phone rings. i think someone msh me huh.. thats why thats why."
HAHAHA! wat a damn stupid excuse.. but i can only thought of that at that point of time. omg omg omg....

in e end, there's tis indian uncle went giving her a lecture. didn't really heard wat he said previously, but we caught tis sentence " u think u taking photograph huh?! " hahahaha!!! he is actually referring to her posing on the seats. way to go man uncle!! so she had no choice but to let down her legs. see! people say nicely to ya dun listen, wait till people starts to scold den feel paiseh..

lata goin to teach tution. maybe go cut my hair in the night? see how 1st den.
thur gonna wake up early to go SGH for appointment den to guang ming shan to see my unlce. hope everything will be fine for me. pray hard pray hard!!

some of my classmates went off to china for studies. oh man~~ next sem lessons should be quite empty loh.. sian. but anyway hope they have fun over there.
GUYS!! ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS THERE!!!!
okie dokie~ thats all. gonna go.
tata!!

Gina =]

2009-08-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

weather: heavy rain/ sunny
mood: relieved

YEAH~~~~~~~~~~~ finally finally finally!! HELLO HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
u guys should get wat i mean right? hahaha~ finally exams over. felt so so soooo relieved. dun think i will do well for the papers, though i wish i would. but.. WHO CARES?! now is holiday man~~ yoyoyo~~~

got tons of plans ahead for tis summer vacation. shoppings, majong sessions blah blah blah. but when holidays are here... which means... VOLLEYBALL TRAININGS! HIP-HOP!! woooohooooo~~~ excited!!!! but stress too..
Holidays = more VBall trg = more physical trg = TOUGHER!!!!
omg omg omg~ i can't imagine running the tracks 5 rounds, jumping grand-stands up & down, training stamina, do tons of purnishments...etc. OMG!!!!!!! hope i won't die from that. GINA POH GOGOGOGO~~~

i will be uploading tons of pic on facebook. maybe some over here too. but all after i finished editing. talk abt photo..
durnig the holidays, we will be busy doing the photo exhitbition. once sch reopen, probably the 3rd week? it will held in NP library. support okie? HAHAHA!! my classmates' photos are great okie! come and see, and u will know!! even if u dun like it, at least i managed to trick ur curiosity! wuahahaha~~

have been thinking over this problem over and over again. i really really REALLY must get rid of my habit of being late!! but surprisingly, i won't not be late for exams. but why will i when comes to lessons, meeting wif friends blah blah blah? hmmm~~~ really must get rid of it.

alright~ thats all for today! later meeting aisha tetek, ida they all for dinner. have a pleasant night for me!!!
tata~

Gina =]

2009-08-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

weather: heavy rain/ fine
mood: slacky

exam is around the corner but i haven't start my study yet. oh man~~
Ghost festival is coming as well.. this time round no matter wat i see, hear or met, i will not tell anyone! i have decided. cause no matter wat i say, no one will believe in me. so why do i have to waste my breath then? answer i got back is either i think too much or i see wrongly. sometimes i also wish that i see wrongly or i think too much. but deep down i noe wats going on. now i just pray hard i can pass this month safe and sound. =]

there's hope that in my STM!!!!!! yahooo~~~~ hope mr chan can really help me in this. got tons of photo taken recently, gonna get it post up here n facebook soon.

oh ya oh ya oh ya!!!
GUYS AND GIRLS~ we might be having a small photo exhibition @ AVT level soon. information about that i shall get it updated over here.

alright~ now i go watch incredible tales. sometimes wonder am i hearing what the show saying or am i hearing what my mum saying. HAHAHAHA! do all mothers like to say story along with the TV programmes? i wonder..
thats all~ tata!

Gina =]

2009-08-03T04:03:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: glad

after 2mths break, finally got back IKEA for work. seriously, i damn long didn't touch e computer system. surprisingly, i still noe how it works! just some minor things 4gotten here n there. HA!
smth funny happened during my work there. pick out 2 to share wif u guys..

Scene 1
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ME: " Hi sir, do u need plastic bag for ur items? "
Man: " YEA YEA YEA~ i need one. "
ME: " Plastic bag will be chargeable for $0.05 each. "
Man: " No~"
ME: " erm.. IKEA dun give out free bags anymore.."
Man: " No~ "
ME: " U have to pay for the plastic bag if u wan one. "
Man: "No~ wait! u mean u goin to charge me for the plastic bag huh?! oh.. den okie okie~ "

obviously.. he didn't heard wat i say in e beginning. "CHARGEABLE" !! omg..

Scene 2
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Lady: " Miss~ do u noe how to get to e SUBWAY from here? "
ME: " OH~ is just across the bridge. "
Lady: " So they still provide service during weekends huh? "
ME: " service..? yea yea yea~ i think they are open today. "
Lady: " Isn't we have to take the shuttle bus over? "
ME: " huh? shuttle bus to..? "
Lady: " SUBWAY station "
ME: " oh oh oh~ ya! u have to cross the bridge n take e buses to the station. "

alright~ let me do some explanation over here.. This cute lady over here is trying to find out how to get to the MRT station. at foreign countries, they call MRT station as SUBWAY. and a blur sotong like me thought that she is trying to find out where the hell is SUBWAY resturant at?! u noe those that sell sandwiches. in the end when i realized i'm saying a total different thing from her, i act as if i'm telling her e right thing all along. the crossing of bridge. hahaha~ she really have to cross over for buses mah.. so, i'm not misleading afterall!

felt kinda relieved that i chose vball match instead of DPG night outing, though i'm having a headaches now of not knowing wat am i suppose to do. our coach wasn't around tt day, so boys' team coach took over. played wif TP on friday, really didn't expect to win one of the sets. but we still lose to them n got 3rd in pol-ite. but but but! instead of losing 3-0, we lose to them by 3-1. too bad tt day gala, jingying injured. or i think we probably are able to play 5 sets.
i'm really happy! and i'm more confidence in playing for U19 wif my beloved buddies and mates. hope i can improve further more!!

i'm going to chiong!
i will not put all of urs support to waste people!!
I WILL BE BACK!!!

Gina

2009-07-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

weather: warm
mood: lost

2moro will be DPG night outing session and is also pol-ite final game, vs TP. had been wondering which one should i really go, though mr foo had asked me to go for my match instead of the outing..
anyway, i'm in a daze most of the time in the morning. even Nazmi call me i oso dun noe. frec walk beside me, neither did i realized that.

Nazmi: Gina, so u confirm not going for the outing huh?
me: i don't noe leh...
Nazmi: I learnt something from Victor yesterday. "Set your priority RIGHT". you noe you should..

thanks to my dear friends Nazmi, i'm in a much worst situation right..
anyway, most likely i will be goin match ba. "dun give up wat u really wan". a friend of my told me this. it kinda helps in a decision.

Human tends to lost themselves when chasing after their dream.
Dream and reallity are actually a line different.
It hurts when u want everything & nothing at the same time.
Nothing on earth comes easy.
I know that very well.
I didn't get it this time maybe because i'm not hard working enough?
I wanna fight for myself.
Before i worry about tomorrow with my head down.
I wanna be what i want for today.
I'm not going let all these gone to waste.
I will come back!
but..
Quiting will still be one of my solution.
I'll still leave if i don't see my needs.
Thats the least i can do..
to keep my last piece of dream in mind.

Gina

2009-07-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: down

recently i'm not myself. studies are in a mess right now, so do my CCA.
suddenly feel like ending my vball career. maybe is simply time for me to say goodbye? currently i'm really thinking of quiting. i'm tired le. i can no longer feel anything when standing in e court. enough of standing in somebody else shadow. i'm not superman. wat if i fail? did u ever think of that..?
maybe after U19, den i'll say goodbye to vball.
oh man.. i felt so useless. a useless player indeed..

there's one place in our body
located on the top left hand corner
it is a special place
it would hurt even when it wasn't physically injured
i noe when the day come to say goodbye
that special place will be in great pain

mum.. why i'm not injured. but that special place of my feel hurt..?
why when i choose to say goodbye, tears will roll down my cheek even if i dun wan it to..?
why is it so hard to say goodbye..?
maybe a car accident would help. memory will be wash, so are the pains..

Gina

2009-07-28T15:14:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: down

Alright~ this is for u CZ!! i noe u will view my blog. WUAHAHAHAHA~~~
u can copy to ur com. no one will noe. i will keep a secret for ya! so no worry!!

woke up in e morning den realised that i had mistaken my timetable. yeah... ONCE AGAIN!
during my way to sch was rather moody. met sec sch frenz, had a small chat on our way up e bridge before i leave for my lesson. reached class, awhile later, chan said STM lecturer failed me! wtf... another big bomb... that stupid sumo...
from start of sch till now, not a single day is lucky for me. this may be my worse sem. ever!

got a little break down when met mai, had a chat wif her den left for lesson.
now i'm in VT lesson. saw cz viewing my blog, so decided to have a little update.
2moro vs NYP. hope we can win. if we really did, den we will fight for 2nd or 3rd place in the POLITE game. JIA YOU NGEE ANN!!!!

sometimes maybe just give urself about 5min?
to cry ur heart out
u will be surprise
u will feel better
better than trying hard to hold everything back

Gina

2009-07-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

weather: warm
mood: confuse

if you dun need me
let me noe..
i can give up to somebody else
if you dun need me
let me go..
i won't waste ur time

there are lot of things i had to bear with
i know where it hurts
i just can't give up on that dream i've choosen
i may be just a supporting role..
i might just be someone who stands in another's shadow
but i know, my dream still live on.
inside me, very clear & honest

there are tons of people on earth whom are like me. so these is wat i can say to all of you..

you've might have done this many times..
you never gave up with yourself
you've stood up everytime you fall
WE all had done this many times..
we dreamed
we believed

i hope i can hang in there
which i doubt so..
however, i had fell these many times.
wats e different in standing up once again?
i will survive...
I WILL!

Gina

2009-07-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

weather: cloudy
mood: troubled

went to sch 2day, realised lecturers had set a date for night outing photo shooting. Its on the 31st of july. which clashes wif one of my matches. den they asked if not lets put it on 24th instead, but it still clashes... i'm really lost right now...
ah lau said i kill his flash.. OMG! if he wan me pay for it, it will be like.... A FEW HUNDREDS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
flashy flashy~~ PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun join MJ R.I.P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went back home, get myself ready for tution teaching. but stomach not really feeling well, no choice, cancel tution session. currently resting at home, awhile more n off i go for vball trg.

i like ONITSUKA TIGER shoes. so many design, i love them all. but they are all damn expansive. so can only look, cannot buy.. there's high cut, low cut. all damn nice. if can, maybe buying one high cut for hiphop.
this is one of them which i love.
omg omg~~

I'M SO INTO ONITSUKA TIGER!!!!!!!!

irresistible...

Gina =)

2009-07-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: tired

above is my group 9 members!! excluding people extra like mingyao, weikiat & sebas!
get just back from vball camp in NP. was a GL for grp 9. Have tons of fun, but seriously i'm freaking tired. barely slp for the entire camp.

Friday we start our camp at 6.30pm. having a little bonding session. den dun really rmb wat time is was, we start to run around campus. back to childcare centre, wash up, com de-brief den slp.

Sat woke up early in e morning, ate a piece of bread and den start running around campus once again. till around 1pm den is lunch time. 2pm starts our amazing race again. amazing race = running around campus again. but tis time round everyone gets really dirty. yuck...

back to childcare centre at around 6plus, wash up and bonding games starts. have some entertaining show, cooperate wif jiawen to live up e atmosphere. den there goes our night walk preparation. go around campus, walking the route tt the freshies will be taking, wif joss stick burning. when comes to blk50, fann jan wolf ian dom & ben are station there. so we take over their equipment, so they can go pray around seriously. as we walk, no. of people following are getting lesser & lesser. cuz they have to stay at their station after we finished praying, instead of following the crowd to other places that are not related to them.
smth strange happened.. after grabbing over e newspaper from wolf, i can't use my hand to pray around liao mah. den all of a sudden, i felt my right shoulder getting heavier. like smth is pressing on it. so i nudge a little to get rid of tt feeling. SUDDENLY, e feeling comes again! i get so pissed off that i nudge it off again. look up to e window den realised tt i'm walking right at e back. the last person. a chill got down on me... before i leave, i cannot say much but just ask them to be real careful wif everything.

my station is at blk18. nth much happen. instead all of us got real tired. my station got steph toh, zuoting & zongxian. once in a while travis will come help us out. our station got more fun in e middle back. so sorry for previous grp for not having much fun in our station.
as we are e 2nd last station, so we actually wait till very late. 5plus in e morning? around there. i'm already like a piece of dead meat...

Sun nth much happened. cuz i hand over the role of GL to kengyang, due to i have to book out early. they seems okie wif it though. but when to join them in a game of dodge ball without warming myself up. in the end, injured my right thigh.... unlucky...
reached home at 6.40pm and i suppose to meet jan n fann at 6.45pm. OMG!!! have a real quick shower and off i go meeting them up to go to ying's birthday party in pasir ris. stay around, den cab home. really very tired, though i had a lot of fun.. during ying's party, mention e shoulder feeling thingy to fann they all. den realised that fann got tt feeling as well. so i'm not imagining things loh... AHHHH!!! hahaha~

monday, no sch no trg. have a real good rest! but seems to be enough.
so 2day i doze off in MTS. hope i won't for VT. thats all for 2day.
tata~~

TAN YINGYING

Happy 19th birthday baby!!

Gina =)

2009-07-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny? i'm in studio all day..
mood: discourage

yesterday nra was alright. nth much happens. soonheng not around, i noe none of them well either. so i'm simply there to learn only but not make friends. but so how good oso, can concentrate more isn't it?

2day no IVP training. instead, we go SP to have friendly matches with them. lost all though, but roughly noe how they play. maybe from there can find some weaknesses to score. coach asked why my face so black 2day, not happy? i dun noe how to answer them, so simply just smile back.

nth much happens 2day. skip morning lesson, late for VT. heard from chan tt i goin to receive warning letter. i didn't absent myself tt much to actually receive tt, instead, i'm always late. so consider absent. oh well~ i've got lots of problem on my shoulder already, one more of it oso no diff. just join in the fun only..

i know i'm not the one you're searching for
i know what i have is not wat you want most
i tried to be who you want me to be
i seize whatever chances that are given to me
but..
all would be killed with just one mistake
i know i'm different from others
no mistake can be make for me
only one to two chance will be given to me
seize it, hold it, tried it
i will be the very last person you would thought of
maybe?
it hurts though.
but..
good for me
there's not much time left
is good to let me get use to the feeling of losing it
so i won't feel that hurt in the end
kill my passion, kill my love
its the best way for me to really end all these
cause i'm tired of holding on..
you won't understand....
i'm afterall a defender at born...

2009-07-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

weather: windy
mood: no comment

IVP trg on friday. head down to sentosa resort for junhao's birthday party. slpt for an hr plus den head back down to NP for yijie's I&E project, volleyball match.
my team consists of Janice, Zixuan, Jiawen, Zuoting, Zongxian, Xueyi and me. called "White", simply just because we all wear white jersey. nth special abt it. hahaha~ played under the blazing sun for freaking 8 HOURS!!!!! of course we are all burnt. we make our way all e way up to final. fought wif Shuquan's alumni called "Surfer". tough battle, nice game. really had a lot of fun. however, kept making mistakes. SORRY PEOPLE! 3rd match, 30-29. we lost by 1point. though we lost e game, but i'm very happy to learn so many stuffs from every single one of them.

school starts till now, series of suayness just kept following me. shall share with u guys next time. i'm current both physically and mentally tired le. i can't resist anything anymore. laugh by all means now. but soon i will be back and stuff those laughter of urs right back into ur god damn mouth!
reason very simple. cuz GINA POH NEVER SAY DIE!!

took many pic tt day. show all upload it up on facebook. here are some of them..

yup~ tts how my hand look like after i remove my tape. look freaking weird. but cool in some sense huh? hahaha~
tts all. tata~~

Gina :|

2009-06-27T17:39:00.005+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: boring

have not been to OSchool recently. instead, i go danzpeople for lesson. soon will be switching back again ba.
anyway, got one story to share with u guys 2day..

i got 2 friends, at the age of my. lets make it A and B.
A, 18 tis yr. just got married due to pregnancy maybe? she's a very lucky gal. with a husband who loves her alot and also a caring mother and father-in-law. everything seems to go smoothly for her, she would led a happy life probably? soon will her baby come to light.

B, 18 tis yr as well. maybe she wasn't tt lucky and fortunate as A. she was pregnant as well and probably giving birth on Nov. when she told her bf tt she was pregnant, he said he dun wan the baby! so she left him, thinking that he will not be a good father. or not a good man. all for her baby sake.
not long after, the man died due to cancer. something came across my mind.. maybe that guy dun wan the baby because he knew he will not live long? maybe he wan B to leave him by own will, so he won't hurt her? no one knows..
but he left quite a sum of money for her and even his house. however, B dun wans it. she wans the family of his to have all these instead. reason very simply, she wans his family to be happy.
having a baby of his, is already the best gift for her. nothing else matters. she will live on, for the baby sake.

same woman, same age but different situation. different difficulties.
i'm impressed. both are great mother. wat i can said is only all the best for their life. make everyone proud, make ur own baby proud that they have a brave and wonderful mother.

these is wat i heard and found. maybe true, or maybe a little bit different. but who really cares? they are still awesome mothers afterall.

Gina =)

2009-06-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

weather: rainy
mood: NOT happy

went back to sch for STM. there's a test at 10am. ronney did told me, but i only saw the timing for lesson which is 11.30am. great... so my mood was spoiled early in the morning.
end of lesson, went to makan place for lunch den head back home to grab some slp. woke up at 5plus and get myself ready for trg back in NP. took bus till masiling, mai den msg said tt trg canceled! due to lightnings n stuffs like tt. i'm lucky enough to get myself off the bus before i'm sent up to highway towards bukit panjang. get myself back home and here i am, blogging.

Wenny, i'm sorry but i have to say this.
NTMK!! who do u think u are?! who do u think u are to go around spreading rumours of wenny?! spoiling her reputation! wat exactly do u wan from her?!
u are just one pathetic freak whom can't accept the fact that u are being DUMP by a gal! come on~ think abt it. why she wanna leave ya? did u ever EVER think abt tt?! wat u do is just pestering her, threaten her and den hurt her in all ways u can find. just because she is those gentle type, dun mean u can bully her in all ways u wan man!
i never look down on anyone in my life before. u are the FIRST!
LISTEN UP!!

I DESPISE YOU NTMK!!!!!!!!!

get a life man! dun u do anything more to hurt my beloved Wenny. or else U WILL GET IT FROM ME!! do u heard tt!!! i mean SEE THAT!!!!!
one more time, just ONE more time.. i will make sure ur freaking fuzzy hair which undergo rebonding TURN BACK TO FUZZY ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! i will make it even worse. trust me~ and try me if u dare! ur life will not be good u tis fuzzy MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY!!!

alright~ tts all for 2day adventure. hahaha. i'm actually a very good person. just dun step on my tail, u will be perfectly fine. i promise~~ **SMILE** hahaha.
tata~~

Gina :|

2009-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: in pain/ touched

Went back NP for vball club trg. before tt, went to bpp for subway wif fann and jan.
as usual, go shit 1st den get myself change & ready for trg. left leg (knee area) is in pain, no choice, have to tape it to hold the pain. but after trg tearing off the tape, my leg went wooble. like no support..
trg was as normal, nth much happened. except poor joyce fell and had her elbow skin off. is really serious, n pretty gross too. trying to distract her by saying funny stuff, so she won't look at her bloody elbow. OUCH!!!
games goes on den till lights off. yijie was kinda quiet 2day, while jiawen was pretty much in a lazy? quiet? not usual self mood. simply just feel weird when they are like tt. jan, fann n i went singing "lazy worm" song whenever he didn't make his effort in running after the ball. HA! kinda funny, to us lah.

after trg, dinner at KAP. went to shower 1st. come out, as usual, they didn't wait for us. so sat jan's dad car to a bus-stop near KAP. ran across the road like chasing by a weird looking dog. finally reached a safe spot, i'm like all worn out! fann still said my face look funny!! funny fellow. hahaha~
961 came fast 2day. got up and have to sit on the reverse seats. u noe those instead of facing the direction where the bus move, our back face it. sat down den jiawen suddenly said smth like, "ai ya.. u cannot sit here de orh." and he went looking for another seat that face the front. one word.. CARING!!

Sometime is these small little things, these little care and concern that can warm ones heart. for example...
* During match time, xueyi they all will ask me to be careful of my hand which is injured.
*Sebas they all will realise i'm not in my usual state sometimes and come forward to ask abt my condition.
* when i'm quiet, fann jan mei they all will ask if i'm okie.
* when i complain my hand/ leg are in pain. jan and fann will went saying me problematic, stubborn blah blah blah.
* when exam around the corner, naggy fiona and mummy peilin will go like alarm clock. kept on reminding me, nagging me.. etc.
* board the bus, jiawen will make sure i won't have to sit on the reverse seat. unless i dun mind.
many many more!!!!!!
no matter is it gentle asking or sacastic saying. isn't these show that they care? seriously, i'm very touched. this is wat i call FRIENDS!! and i'm very lucky to have u guys around me. maybe. just maybe! i'm the most lucky and happiest girl in the world!!!

I LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!

alright alright!!!! i'm getting pretty mushy and unrealistic over here. STOP!!!!! hahahaha~ these is wat i feel lah. so dun laugh okie! gonna go grab some slp.
tata~~

Gina =)

2009-06-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

weather: Sunny/ rainy/ fine
mood: troubled

alright~ back from NRA camp. was kinda funny rather than fun. like e "Grammy Award Night". one of the MC is freaking funny! everyone talk like New York people, the accent.
MC.1: "hey people! welcome to the Grammy Award 2009...!@#$%^&*...."
MC.2: " erm.. can u speak proper english..? i dun think the crowd understand u.."
MC.1: "oh~ is my English too fluent to you? *pointing the crowd*"
"huh huh~ is my English too fluent??"
hahaha~ tis is one of it i find it funny. alot alot. the way he speaks, his expression blah blah blah. OMG! totally look like a fake New York guy!!

this few days been goin for vball trg, taiji, nra trg n camp. i'm really worn off. injured my left hand again. this time round i really think tt i will not recover anymore. unless i stop playing vball. which is impossible for me. den now my left knee join in the fun. i can't straighten, it simply hurts even when i walk.
maybe jan is right.. my body is very problematic. maybe i simply have to stop playing vball... for now..? or forever...
i'm rather in a troubled mood right now. cause i noe i dun wanna give up, but my body is not cooperating wif me.. i think if i stop touching vball, the happiest bunch of people on earth should be none others but my family members.

took some quiz. n here is wat it said...
"The Death card. This card serve's as a warning of event's to come. Bad situation's worsen and new problem's will present themself. A time of slow changes await in your future, and a possible narrow escape from growing problem's will challenge your will. And in the end you will be cheating death before it's all over."

maybe its time...
for me to say.. goodbye..?

Gina =(

2009-06-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

weather: SUNNY & HOT
mood: super duper tired!!!

finally finally FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! vball trg starts. went to fmss for trg 2day. just the warm up already kill half of me! ran up and down the stairs and around bball court for 5TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den come back immediately do some running and jumping. to worsen my condition, coach asked me to do alone. whereas, others are in a team of 2! not fair...
anyway~ trg at back was better. however, warm up kills lot of my energy. so in e end i was like dying already.

there's 1 drill where we have to set, receive, spike n hit either the table or the mattress. 2points and 1points respectively. we are told to collect 10points through it. if ball over the net n still remain in court, no punishment. however, if it went into the net, undernet or out. hehehe~ we have to go jump a very long obstacles. jump once is good enough to lose quite a amt of ur energy.
jan went fed-up kept on jumping it. situation worsen when she receives the ball n e setter didn't noticed it, which makes her have to go do tis punishment before continuing. poor fellow~
for me, i finally spike a ball which is goin to hit the table. but one of the player actually happens to stand in front of the table n my ball hits her butt instead. begging coach to count tt point in. but die die dun wan. den suddenly! jingying spike one ball n hit onto my shoulder when i'm arguing wif coach, immediately he gave her 2points n went laughing away. AHHHHHHHH~~~~~ coach u tis BIG BULLY!!!!!!! hahaha~
but tis small little things happen actually brighten up tough trg. everyone happy, tough trg would become still tough one but happier. HAHAHA! dun noe wat am i talking abt.

trg was tiring. very tiring. SERIOUSLY! maybe because too long didn't have a formal trg le ba. hang on hang on HANG ON! cause GINA POH NEVER SAYS DIE!! gogogo~ i will conquer u next trg!!!!! would never let those tough stuffs pull me down!
alright.. i'm really very tired. 2moro goin back WRSS for vball trg as well. WOOOOOHOOOOOO~ so excited!!! get to see dorothy coach n everybody!!! erm.. not really. but most of them will be there!!!!!! especially my beloved team. really really miss them alot since enter NP. miss those days where we are together, playing, fighting for top blah blah blah..etc.
okie dokie~ good night everyone!

Gina X|

2009-06-10T22:18:00.001+08:00

weather: fine
mood: tiring/ HAPPY

finally finally FINALLY!!!!! EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooo hoooooooo~~~~~~~ felt soooo relax man. though only 2 papers. hahaha!

recently been spending lots of money. unsurprisingly, mainly or ALL are on food! Billybomber, BREEKS, Delifrance, Pizzahut, Pastamania, Mac.. etc. yes, till e back seems to be downgrading. cause... i gonna get myself ready for BIG FEAST wif all my besties n buddies!!!!!!! celebration for end of CT!!!!!!!
had my 1st Starbucks HOT coffee. felt so excited tt i decided to take a pic of it.

alright! now i can't wait to go back to court!! but i dun wanna run track.... got a feeling i surely kenna all e running by coach.. hai... BUT STILL!!!! i wanna get my hands on the cute little volleyball~ HAHAHA! sound so pervert.
so many happening coming up! can't wait can't wait for it to happen all at once!!

a friend of my ask me to open up my eyes BIG BIG to take a good look at watever happening around me when my eyes max wanna open to 1cm oso got problem!!! how big can i go?! hahaha~ i got problem paying attention to watever happens around me. even soonheng walk pass me i oso dun noe.
so people~ dun think i'm a dao kia huh. i simply got problem on spotting. there's always a reason why ones' eyes are tt small. HAHAHAHA!

now i'm outside acc mei n fann studying. one working very hard by copying notes. while another working very hard also by singing away. HA!
okie dokie~ lappy going down.
tata~

Gina =]

2009-06-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: sian

I BROKE MY SPEC!!!!!!!!!! n seriously i dun noe how am i goin to survive in sch?!?!?!?!?!?! though i have a spare spec, but e degree is way too high. can only use it in lesson. somemore 2moro got NRA trg... lucky vball trg canceled. or else i will die!!!! cause can't do anything, coach definitely order me go run rounds.

so guys~ if u saw me looking at u or passby u, n i didn't say HI! dun think tt i'm dao or ignorin ya. is simply because i can't even SEE YOU!!!!! how to say hi?! so dun misunderstand okie.

anyway, most importantly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DRAGON KIA!!!!

went to seoul garden just now to celebrate wif him n of course together wif all e sec sch pals. didn't really eat much because i left half way through e meal to make a new spec. by e time i'm back, they alreasy done eating le. sad~~

when we prepare to go back home, we were chatting near the MRT station. the place was dark. den mei took my stuff n walk behind 2 guys. i thought they are part of us. so i decided to walk another direction so to stop mei. but meanwhile i can't see much, so i grab 1 of e guys' bag for support. i sense they looking at me, so i look up n have a closer look. guess wat?! I DUN NOE THEM AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they were shock why am i grabbing his bag n listen to their conversation too!!!!!!!! OH GOSH~~~~~~~~~~ is freaking malu lah!!!!!!!

jingying said i'm very suay recently. n i think i agree wif it like totally!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~ why tis kinda things always happen on me one huh?!?!?!?? my image all gone le lah....

okie okie. i think i need a break before my nerve system breakdown. good night people!!!!! i gonna wake up early 2moro to take shuttle bus. if not i think i gonna lost myself on normal buses for sure!
tata~~~

Gina =(

2009-06-01T16:46:00.000+08:00

weather: humid
mood: happy

now still slacking in sch. library cafe. came to sch 2day just for I&E discussion den go back. so decided to stay in sch waiting for frenz.

yea~~ lata watching Monster vs aliens! wif fann, mei, duck. hope its a nice one. ya ya ya~ i noe exam coming. treat it as e FINAL RELAXATION before the storm. hahaha~

here are 2 video which i think is freaking funny!!!!!!

just a sweet can makes one so happy. so to people who are mugging hard now, try to relax ur brain when need to okie? stay happy~

hahahaha! take a good look at e resident ghost's facial expression!!!! he try to said nicely to his house owner at 1st, but e house owner kept on using the same lousy excuse. which make him very angry!! hahaha~ rmb to follow e conversation close.

thats all for 2day! exam coming, might not update the blog tt often. though i dun seems to update it all e time. hahaha~
tata!!

Gina X)

2009-05-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: boring

plan to go party world wif fann but in e end canceled. so slpt till like probably around 1plus, woke up n get myself ready to teach tution.
as usual, they are very playful. hai.... money are tough to earn indeed.. hahaha!

no one wanna go lamsoon for vball 2night except fann n me. so i slack the rest of the day at home instead. mei called to go study at mac, but was too lazy to go out so canceled as well.

ahhh~ exam coming n i'm still slacking. think this sem really have to prepare a coffin. HAHAHAHA! okie not funny...
anyway, took some pic at e last club trg before CT. here goes...

Japanese Thief 1
Japanese Thief 2
actually we try alot of shots..
Finally a slight jump being taken!
and 1 more screw by yijie!

these people treat me very well. they will be there to concern abt ur condition. of course there are some more whom pic wasn't here. they are the one who makes me kept on goin go vball club trg. THANKS GUYS!!

nra trg change from mon to tue. now i'm in a total different class. different from soonheng too. shit... i dun noe how am i goin to suvive there when i noe like totally NO ONE!!! buddha bless me~~

alright~ gonna go slp loh. tata!

Gina =)

2009-05-31T01:15:00.001+08:00

weather: warm
mood: glad

yup people! i finally change my blogskin. kinda troublesome. no music at e moment. shall settle tt when i have e time. X)

many stuffs happened recently. Sacony run, Ben's pool party, trainings, hiphop blah blah blah. time doesn't seems to be enough for me! must arrange arrange.

finally not THAT late for my hiphop lesson 2day, but still i'm late... hahaha~ after lesson, went to cityhall to meet up wif peilin n fiona for photo-shooting. took tons of photo n lots of fun. met couple taking wedding photos. they came from HK, was a bunch of kind ppl. they allow us to take some photo of them before their actual shooting starts. shall pass fiona the pic some day, so she can send it to them. just like tt, we make some foreign friends! coooool man~~~~

after a tiring day, went back home at around evening. it was kinda late when i reached home. currently exam coming, n seriously i think i will fail like hell. UNLESS!! i work my ass off. is mugging time..... sad.

alright! thats all for 2day. shall update this fellow when i have time.
tata~

Gina =)

2009-05-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: super low

came back from PRIMERS camp. it was fun. got into LAKOTA, same as previous yr. partner wif iaopui. all went smoothly. but down wif extremely pain headaches, lucky get better in e end.

ah pa bought a soldering iron for me, but voltage too high. so i ask him to try to change a lower voltage one. i didn't noe tis till mum told me tis. ah pa went to store by store just to search for e soldering iron i wan. n he didn't even breath a word to me! didn't even intend to let me noe how many trouble he had been through. suddenly, i dun noe why. i just went forward n gave him a side hug. seriously tis was my 1st hug seens so many yrs ago. ah pa was shock, me too. hugging him wasn't e same when i hug mum. SO HARD! hahaha~

went to fann's hse for steamboat. den cab-ed home.
wed went out wif e IVP gals n coach to Sakura for dinner. on coach bill. food there wasn't bad. can try it out. many of they took too many food till couldn't finish. hahaha~ stupid rachel still go take so many dessert n den come back said "buddy share!".
nvm~ den yingxuan add on 2 more pieces of cake! try all sort of ways to get rid of our desserts. in e end come up wif a game. we cut e cakes n start to play. winner got to choose wat loser have to eat. there one greenish wrap cut into 3 pieces. seriously, it doesn't taste nice at all!! 1st 2rounds i kept on losing, in e end i ate 2 out of 3 of tt greenish stuff!!!!
great... eats left on e plate were mainly edible ones. basket... luckily in e end my luck not bad. dun have to clear e stuffs. wuahahaha~

went to trg 2day. alone.. fann n jan wasn't attending.
2day i'm super duper woopy looper unlucky! just when i step into e court for friendly match, i was talking to felice. suddenly, a ball fly towards me n hit my neck area!! someone from opposite spike a ball over. is freaking hard. for tt moment i couldn't talk at all. is freaking pain too!
den during e match, one of e opponent have his hand over e net when e ball is still in our court. he simply just tag down hard n e ball smack into my FACE!! spec len flew out, finally cannot hold it. scold out e F word..
i'm freaking angry but couldn't totally blame them. i should have pay more attention when i'm once in court.
nvm~ den during e other match. wanna set ball for open spike, in e end injured my left thumb once again. this is e result if we dun tape when there's old injury. its freaking pain. told mai abt it n she ask me to ice my whole hand. e ice are so cold n my hand was so pain tt i couldn't hold my tears anymore. breakdown...
thanks to felice for staying by my side n grabbing ices for me. THANK YOU!!!

after trg, went to market for dinner. wasn't in good mood. talk to them, they ignore me. den said i emo. 4get it. let it be.
choose to sit wif ZX sebas n xueyi. ate half of my hokkien mee, drank half of my sugar cane. yijie they all crowd around n ask whether can we leave not. dun like e feeling of ppl rushing during meal, so might as well dun eat anymore. so left my food, grab my bag, off we leave.

thumb thumb thumb~ please get well soon okie? i need u! without u, my left hand dun seems to be in operation mode. JIAYOU!!!!

Gina =|

2009-04-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

weather: humid
mood: depressed

oh gosh.. my mac is not working. wat happened to u baby?? i desperately need a doctor to take a look at it!!!

thanks to bro jan for accompanying me to wheelock for repairing my baby.

guess wat? e sapura guy told me tt it will take up to 5 WORKING DAYS!!!!! for them to fix my baby. AHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ n sat sun not counted. imagine i didn't make my way down 2day.. e next whole week get ready for not goin lessons. though i get back on thur, not much different either..

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!
wat am i suppose to do?!?! e worst thing is... I DIDN'T BACKUP MY MEMORY!! shit man... so people! please backup ur memory NOW!! dun wait till it announce dead den u regret.

IVP trg yesterday was fine. but woke up wif aches all over body. probably becuz i didn't warm down properly n run too fast for saving a ball tt i hit OUTSIDE of school.
yup~ u didn't see wrongly n i did not type wrongly either. trg was coming to e end. left quite a few min, so i carry out our last drill. wanna save a ball but ran to e edge of court n afraid i might fall, but die die wanna save a ball back. so i stretch for it. in e end, instead of hitting it back, i hit it over e fence n out of e school!!! stupid man... no choice, gonna hurry out to save tt ball back. so rachel n i start running towards e backgate. den jertyn tag along too. n ask me whether i noe where we heading to not, n my answer is.. NO! hahaha~ rachel noe e way, so i simply follow loh.

through e backgate, gonna pass some guys. tt area is kinda dark, barely can see e path. so i die die squeeze pass behind one of e guy. but i suddenly lose my balance n went "woa woa woa!!" in front of them. is freaking pai seh man!!! e ran away after apologising, i could heard them laughing out loud n CLEAR!!!!!!! basket sia~~
anyway, went to pass e traffic ligh a little, rachel already got e ball back. such relieve~~

dinner at KAP after tt. den bus-ed home. while chatting wif jan on e bus, i suddenly felt something crawling on my arm. took a closer look n guess wat i found.. a CATERPILLAR!!!! wat e hell..
blow it away n check on my bags all these n found another one. hit it off n felt tt my whole body so disgusted. wonder was it e same one or simply just e previous one which drop on my bag after i blow it off.

didn't manage to go for club trg cuz i went to save my baby which i mention earlier. rushed back to woodlands to meet up my mum n acc shopping. me myself bought a wallet, perfume, towels, facial wash n new panties!!! hahahaha~

alright~ is kinda late now. gonna grab some slp. or else 2moro late for sch again, which most likely will happen.
tata~~

Gina =)

2009-04-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: moody/excited

Yup~ 2day is 2nd day of sch. yesterday sch starts at 1pm, ends early at 3plus. went to Convention Centre for meeting wif e IVP gals. den to vball club training.
training was fine. left home early cuz was tired, so skip dinner wif e others.

sch starts at 8AM 2day!!! YES!! IS 8AM!!! freaking early sia..
intend to meet ZX at pending busstop to go sch together, but he was late n didn't reply me on msn either. angry! hahaha.
everyone was surprise tt i reach class on time. chill people~ 1st week oni. 2nd week onwards will be late le. hahaha~
lesson seems pretty smooth 2day. ends sch early n now here i'm blogging.
soonheng sign up NRA for me. kinda regret... is not tt they not good enough, just tt i felt kinda weird somehow.

why do some people show attitude and not saying 'why'?
maybe once in a while is still acceptable.
did they ever wonder how would they hurt one's feeling?
maybe they are born that way, which makes us just accept e fact.
but think again.
what will you gain from there?
hurting friends in that way is not a wise man doing.

2009-04-21T02:37:00.000+08:00

weather: breezy
mood: nothing special

yup~ 2day school reopen. awww man... so wish that holiday can be just a tiny little bit longer.
anyway, school starts at 1pm for me. so here i am blogging about my recent stuff to wait for e time to pass. shouldn't woke up so early. damn it..
lets start from last wed night...

went to watch "HANDSOME SUIT" e movie. is funny, cute n little sad. its a nice movie, so u guys better hurry ur ass off to e cinema for it.
after watching, fann acc me back home to do some laundry n shower before heading over to her hse for MJ wif ZT ZX Yijie Dingee.
MJ through out e night. its so tiring~~ but fun. lose win lose win. in e end lose $6. hahaha~ but atleast earn back wat i lost previously.

it was already 8 plus when fann woke up n just nice we end e game. fann ask me to open e door for ZX they all if they wanna leave early while she go shower. i said "OKIE". but in e end, i woke up n found myself in e room only wif ZT. e rest r gone!! WOW~ how can they leave e hse so silently?!?!?! cool~~~

went back to slp, a while lata woke up for shower. den ZT me fann n her mum n granny went to chinatown for dim sum. is kinda awkward seriously. but her mum was okie wif it n kept on asking us eat eat eat. JUST ONLY. hahahaha~ THANKS AUNTIE!!!!!

had a very full "brunch" n head back home sharing cab wif ZT. reach home a while, go back sch again to continue my editing. recently didn't ask my team to come back sch for e editing. dun feel like troubling them, but in e end i gonna go back sch even on e sun. ya.. YESTERDAY! ppl start sch 2day, i start yesterday..

thur as usual, went to lam soon for vball.
fri night, went to Sakae for dinner wif my beloved sec sch team. had lots of fun, laughing teasing blah blah blah. den head to sharon's hse for games n volka. kenna scolded by big bro for goin back home late. but tt was my usual timing back home. this shows that he doesn't notice tis at all. attitude back n hack care. dun like it when they show me attitude, as if i owe them a living!

ooooo~~~ sat was a busy n tiring day for me. went back to sch early in e morning for primers meeting. try out most of e camp games. have fun though, but is tiring n HOT! finally fell aslp during e last part where they coming to a conclusion. sorry huh~ really cannot tahan le.
after e meeting ends it was already 6plus i suppose. went to bukit timah for dinner at pizza hut. eat till damn full!!! den head back home.

SORRY FIZ!!! didn't make it for ur gig performance. its alot of time i didn't turn up for it. i noe i noe~ hahaha! i promise next time i go okie!! PROMISE!!!

sunday went back to sch for editing again before goin lamsoon for vball. drop down of 184 n realise tt i lost my wallet! oh gosh!! i almost went crazy over it!!! call fann n ask her wat to do. den wait for 184 to turn back so tt i can find my wallet. 1st 184 i board it, no wallet found. ask shawn whom i happens to met on bus to keep a look out for me. den drop a stop lata n head back to sch bus stop. waited a while, another 184 come, board it n found my wallet!!!! i'm freaking lucky man. it stuck at e side of the seat. THANKS LADY LUCK!!!!!
when i go lamsoon play vball i already kinda drain out le. sorry jiawen. not i emo. is really tired. though manage to play wif xueyi n steph in e end. but tt was my last bit of energy. hahaha!!
chiong for MRT wif JW Yijie n jan. i was keeping my stuffs when i walk into e train but accidentally bang into an old granny. she stumble awhile, really gave me a shock. apologise for it n ask her whether is she alright. den jan they all calling out for me n felt someone pulling me in. when turn over jan fly her hand over n hit my wallet off outside e train. thanks huh jan... HAHAHAHA! e door is closing, so i bend out to grab my wallet n jump back wif e help of someone pulling me in. e moment i got in, e door close behind me. every single one of e ppl on board was looking at us. AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~ freaking embrassing sia!!!!!!!
but still, we head home safe n sound.

alright gonna get ready for sch. wish me all e best!
tata~

Gina =)

2009-04-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

weather: SUNNY
mood: tired but contented.

alright! its been soooo long since i last updated my blog. hahaha~
holidays been busy, fun n tiring for me.
recently just went for chalet at Pasir Ris. n during tt period of time i having my grads video thingy. actually before chalet, i'm already busy wif tt. thanks to my friends for come back down to sch just to help me in e filming. THANKS ALOT GUYS!!!!!

okie back to e subject. day1 of chalet, e whole day i spent my ass in e audio lab doin editing. till late evening, den i left for my chalet. reached there i'm already kinda tired. n they ask me go BBQ food to eat before we set out for night cycling. though i came late, they didn't rush me for eating faster or things like tt. they just said: "tell us when u're done."
awwwwww~~~~~~ seriously, if they rush me in eating i WILL BITE THAT GOD DAMN PERSON UP! hahaha..

den we set off for night cycling. it all start out smooth. a little uphill, met some youngster whom warn us abt e LONG journey ahead...etc.
we cycled to changi to see "BABO". is tt how it spell like? sama sama lah~ understandable. hahaha!
we went round n round just to see how they look like or another word, disturb. they actually look really beautiful for some. REALLY! especially their legs. wah... oh man~~ WAH!!!!! skinnier den many girls. a pair of powerpact legs sia. HAHAHA!!! but some they have sucky attitude and super man voice, which turn me off though they have great looks.

a little accident happen when we goin for our last round of viewing. previously, i injured my left thumb during match. my joint actually kinda seriously injured. when i cycle cycle behind jan, out of a sudden, she brake! n of course for me, i bang right up behind her. no part of me r injured, just tt my left hand hurts for holding on e hand bar when banging occurs. its so pain tt i just squat at a side goaning...
suddenly, a wet tissue appeared in front of me. i looked up n saw one of e "babo" sitting next to me n ask me to clean off my hand cause there might be germs. she's nice. n i realise she is e first one i encounter whom i think is beautiful durin e rounds. n seriously, i got a different point of view towards them! she change it. they r like us, just tt a little different. they wanna make a living wif a body they wanted all along. wats wrong?!
so people! dun judge them or even look down on them just because they r different. they just get wat they desires for all along. NO FAULT!
but some wif arrogant or sucky attitude, u guys just do wat u wanna do. by all means~ hahaha.

during e chalet, i had been running between Pasir Ris n clementi. e journey between is INCREDIBLELY LONG!
day 2, went back sch as usual. den come back in e night n start our MJ session till next day morning. slpt a little den really for book out. on e way back home, stupid jan still dun let me slp. in e end wanna slp already cannot slp liao. damn it...

fun days r always short. went back home, next day go back school again n den down to lamsoon for vball. Mum n Dad already left for China trip. didn't manage to send them to airport. sad..
days wthout them at home seems great. no one nagging. do wat u wan. pay a little price for all that, wash e clothes, water e plant n keep e house clean. beginng was great.. but till e back it seems kinda weird..
late in e night, thunder snoring no longer can be heard. its just seems like something is missing. everything wasn't quite right. probably they didn't make their call back home makes me worry...
anyway! they r coming back on fri night. my fun days will soon be gone!! awwww man....

there's more to tell. but not 2day. shall share it will all of u next time!
tata~

Gina =)

2009-04-01T18:30:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: sad

YEAH PEOPLE~~ IS APRIL FOOL!!! okie nth to be happy abt anyway.

went to lam soon for volleyball with jan fann jiawen zuoting zongxian blah blah blah. many many lah!
first match was okie. den went in for my 2nd match, i injured my left thumb! OUCH!!! is freaking pain man. it all happened so suddenly. opponent serve, i stupid go set it up! ya~ ball did get up, BUT I INJURED MY THUMB!!!!!!!!!!
die die wanna play though injured. went 7-11 to buy drink, in e same time grab some ice. janice dun wanna walk so ask me carry her. oh man~ weight a ton! hahahaha~ jk jk.

wonder whether to go see sensei not. maybe will get well soon? or maybe it will take a longer time to heal. but dun go my hand won't heal anyway.. AHHHHHHH~~~ blame tt stupid bird shit! make me soooooo unlucky!! yesterday just lose $23 for MJ somemore..

i think i better go grab some rest before i really wanna cry for all these bad stuffs that r happening nowadays.
tata~

Gina X(

2009-03-30T14:47:00.000+08:00

weather: fine/ rainy
mood: annoyed

I'M GONNA GONNA POST THIS!!!
i'm freaking unlucky today! SUPER DUPER WOOPY LOOPER UNLUCKY!!!!

woke up early in e morning, get myself ready for work. just when i got down of my flat, 961 drove off...
no choice, went to take MRT instead.

reached work place, start working, everything seems fine. pretty smooth i can say. but den, i start to hit to e sharp edges of e tape holder. its kinda pain u noe, i actually bleed a little.
2pm, off i go for my 1st break. went to ABC coffee shop for lunch. bought wanton mee n suger cane, left it on e table n gone off to seek for Ida n Aisha. sat down together n start to makan. happily happily eat eat chat chat. den here come e worst part...

after i finished my meal, i drink my sugar cane of course. den Ida suddenly say: "got bird." after hearing, i look into my sugar cane n start thinking..
when i left my food on e table to look for my friend, did anything drop into my drink..? wat if i drink until a half i found something inside?! like e drama "little nyonia" where e bad guys found rat shits in e food. just when i my thought ends here, i felt smth on my head...
at 1st i thought is a bee tt bangs into my head. den i use my hand to touch n see. white substances.... IS BIRD SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg~~~~~~~
rush to e sink to wash my hair. dun feel clean at all. den go back to office toilet n let Aisha n Ida to help me wash instead.

went back to work. just when i thought everything was fine, SUDDENLY! my back starts to aches. den turn into a very sharp pain. it was so pain tt i couldn't straighten my back! look like an old granny when i walk. lucky not long lata is my 2nd break.
at tt time, it was so pain tt i dun even have e appetite to eat anymore. so i grab some rest instead. but guess wat?! stomaches come n join in e fun.... it wasn't really those wanna shit aches. but was like... like... someone punch freaking hard onto ur rib. though i dun noe how does it feels like. but MAYBE is tt kinda feeling. hahaha~

can't bear wif e pain anymore, i ask for early release. or does it call urgent leave? sama sama lah. tts not e point.
our locker room is in e 2nd level. there r 3 seperate stairs. just when i walk up e 2nd one, i fell down n knock my right leg! i was holding on my phone at tt point of time, to hold me from falling, my phone bangs onto to steps.... officially announce BLACK OUT!
before sleeping wanna share my story wif 2nd bro, i bang my head onto e wall! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~

TODAY IS MY WORST DAY EVER!!!!!!!! is freaking unlucky sia.. even call to ask mum help me buy 4D, den didn't win anything... hahaha~
i'm not goin to say die over here! NOT PAIN AT ALL!!! i'm not afraid to tell u guys tt I'M LYING! hahaha.
trying to be funny here lah. at least make my day a little brighter.

okie dokie~ story ends here.
tata!

Gina

2009-03-28T00:01:00.001+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: relaxing

another week past. filming was oni half way done, n tis week nth added.
wed night, dun noe y. but i was kinda tired. so i slept at 8pm. guess wat?! i woke up at e next day 1pm!!!! 17 hours in total?!?!?! isn't it awesome~~~ hahaha!

but probably because i slept too much, my head actually hurts. waited for uncle to come my hse to collect stuff, but he didn't turn up! went for training after tt, dun noe y, but i felt so tight. like i couldn't breath. so i went for a walk n do some running. felt much better after tt.

Sorry guys if i showed any attitude towards u all. i did tried to control. before i blow my head off, i left. SORRY huh~~

went for dinner at market, ate lots of food!! i'm freaking full!!!!
went back home n found myself couldn't fall aslp. probably slpt too much. till morning 7plus den went to bed. n get up at 1pm again.
grab a movie wif fann jan n mei at cwp in e late afternoon. wanna go back sch but was kinda lazy. so mission canceled. hahaha~

went to MOS for dinner before goin back home. we had a chat wif mei regarding her class thingy. was really kinda sad when u were seperated from ur frenz. when u gonna do most of e things alone. yes, we do meet new frenz. but is not an easy task to take e 1st step out like mei tis kind of person. even if it is, is not easy to have a frenz who understands u just a short period of time.
but life still goes on! we gonna fight on no matter wat!! so ah mei, muz jiayou okie! i support ya all e way~~!!!!!

okie dokie~ tt will be all for 2day.
tata~

Gina =)

2009-03-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: contented

recently nth to do. filming thingy are in a mess. kinda frustrated wif it.
meet up wif fann for lunch before goin club training. went back sch n finally meet up wif mr T'ng. not calling u ruvyn. HAHAHA~

training was kinda fun 2day. kept on calling wrong name, n i dun noe y. hahaha~
met Jiehao n Wensheng. as usual, their face r still blur blur type. " BU YAO YI ZHI ZU YI WO LEH~ " (hahaha.. inside joke actually)
went to market to have our dinner. waste lots of time waiting. for wat or for who? i dun noe either.
after tt, went to bus-stop n wait for bus of course. zongxian sat on e railing n i gave him a push! normally he would stay firm over there, but 2day?! he fell over sia!!!! WUAHAHAHA~~ dun say i'm bad, but is really freaking funny! ZongXian, u really make my day sia. HAHAHAHA~
but i got try to grab him. just tt, oni to manage to grab his foot. his butt was already all e way down. HAHAHAHA!!!!!! i did try lah. but failed. sorry huh Zongxian!

bus-ed home wif jiawen. during tt journey, we talk alot abt committee thingy. now at least he entered e com, i feel much better. its no longer oni yijie n i. but jiawen join in too. seriously, i'm really happy abt it. HAHAHA~~

alright~ hope 2moro will be a fun day for me.
Tata~

Gina =)

2009-03-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

weather: heavy rain
mood: surprised

did this ever happens to u?
was there a time when u feel like meeting up with this particular person but failed. and somehow, u met him/her at somewhere unexpected?

went to Suntec tis afternoon. is freaking packed! n u r not moving by ur own will, instead is e crowd that push u to move. hahaha~ interesting huh?
one of e escalator in citylink broke down. crowd was jam over there. security came over to stop ppl from moving up e escalator becuz it is dangerous once fall. but e ppl r simply stubborn. so one of e security actually shouted at one uncle who attempt to run up e escalator. it was not right. but standing in his shoe, he was just trying to prevent incident from happening. its his job.
However, tis particular uncle standing in front of me, wasn't happy for all these. so he scolded e security for rising his voice. another security nearby, came over n told him nicely tt not to scold e security. but ended up, both of them fighting.

some Singaporean r like tt. simply couldn't think for others. wat they thought of is only they themselves. isn't it great if every single one of us actually think for one another?
for example, Ikea plastice bags r chargeable for 5 to 10cents each. some customers were very upset for tis n start scolding their head off at those poor cashier. think abt it. was it their idea in e 1st place? wat if one of them is ur child? standing there helplessly being scolded for nth.

come on people~ their just doing their job. be it a security or cashier. everyone just be a little nice to these ppl, world would definitely be a better place.

Cheers,
Gina =)

2009-03-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

weather: Fine
mood: fine

Yea baby~~!!!!!!! I'M BACK FROM HONGKONG~~!!!!
yup~ exam is over. now is holidays, so went to HK wif frenz on 2th march till 5th march. they are.. (anti-clockwise)

Yingying Sharon Willy Wensheng Jonathan Benho Fann Me Janice
The girls
The guys

work on sun till late night. den 3.30am meet up wif ying to airport. n so here starts our journey~
HK is a nice place. when we were there, the weather is freaking cold. n GREAT! i brought 3 berms along wif me. so guess wat?! my legs is FREAKING COLD dude!!!!

Food are nice. Go to HK, u gonna try their dim sum, egg tarts, milk tea blah blah blah. those watever is famous in HK. their road side food r great as well. dun see them like not very clean or smell werid. wait till u taste it... AWESOME~~~ hahaha.

n ya! there are tons of stairs n slopes. up n down. but seems like we always climbing up instead of down?! wanna slim down? GO HK! hahaha~
HK residents have a unique spirit!!! they love walking super duper woopy looper fast n banging into each other. best of all, THEY DUN EVEN APOLOGISE!!!!!! tts okie, instead of walking away, they will stare at u while fast forward. another word, DIAO. if is in S'pore, i think u would kenna scolded till like shit man.
so we went there n learn tis right on e very 1st day, e HK SPIRIT!!!

best of all, we went shopping at many area. prices are so cheap!! till ur jaw might came off. hahaha~ normal tee in S'pore probably sell minmum at SGD$10. But over there, u can buy it as low as SGD$4. can u believe it?! but in terms of quality, of course not tt good lah. however, u can spent SGD$8 for a better quality if u wan to. in e end is still way cheaper than buying in S'pore.

however, traveling wise is kinda expensive for MRT. over there they mention as MTR. many stations u can actually reach by walk. so if u guys dun intend to spent much on traveling, den choose days that weather r nice n cool so u can travel by foot from one place to another. BUT BUT BUT!! their taxi is affordable. especially if u share wif lots of ppl. their meter takes a very long time to actually jump up n their taxi can sit up to 5 ppl. thats y one of our traveling tools is actually taxi.

during night time, we all squeeze in one room to play the " KING " game. n great, they found my weak spot n start attacking it. !@#$%^&*....
they enjoy oni, n i suffer... HAPPY ONLY!
btw guess wat?! we met secondary frenz during our trip. we took e same plane n even the same hotel!! awesome~~ world r kinda small afterall. hahaha.

back to S'pore e 1st day was kinda bored. is like, there's no place to go. others were busy wif their stuff. so slack at home loh. till sat den go for hiphop n work. n there starts my schedule once again.
Currently preparing graduation video. T'ng dun seems to be able to receive my mail, or simply he didn't check his mail? anyway, many stuff were not done, n neither did i noe when is e deadline. everything is kinda in a mess right now. somehow feel like giving up. BUT NO! giving up = ruining my future. so i must hang on! hope my teammates could stay together till the very end.

alright! as for rest of e HK pic. i shall upload it next time. is way toooooooo many. n some need to be edit. tts all.
TATA~~

Gina =)

2009-02-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

weather: fine/raining
mood: contented

rotting rotting~ i noe i noe. hahaha!
let see.. where i stop..?
alright! let us go back to beginning of jan..

1st of all...
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED PIG!
SHARON EE JIAN LIAN (09/01)

next up..
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
POH KAI LI, GINA (11/01)

held a birthday party on pig's birthday. there wasn't as many ppl as i thought, cuz everything were soooooo last min. for tis i have to apologise to PIG! i've been so so busy at tt period of time where i barely help out in e planning, preparation n buying of stuff. I'M SORRY!
n sorry to all my frenz too. especially those tt couldn't make it due to last min call n those tt i slip out of mind.

anyway, everything turn out fine. get to know some ppl from pig's team too. everything was fun. get to play water bomb wif duck they all. damn funny. too bad is a wet game, so didn't have e chance to take pic.
alright! enough of e talking here. lets have a look at our photo taken tt night!!!

e birthday girls~

i wish.. i wish.. i wish wish wish!!!
here is serene n me!
getting ready for photo taking..
here goes my sec frenz!
yup~ them again.
well~ here are 338 bball frenz!
of course not to 4got! my beloved sec sch team!! though not all here..
LOOK! e candles r damn short!! n we r asked to bite them OUT?!
no problem no problem~ see how we WORK IT!
BITE BITE BITE..
trying to look happy when ying kissed me. but somehow failed...
NEVERMIND! here goes 2nd time. but y does it look kinda......

KISSING MONSTERS MASS ATTACK~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH...
ALRIGHT! i juz can't look happy being kissed. e expression is still kinda weird...
hmm~ maybe tis is better..? 1st seeing mei kisses someone!
jan~ ur face look like e super hero bread sia. yum yum!
not to 4get u too fann~ KISS KISS!
ying... ATTACK!!!!!

tis is a rose given to me from my classmates. THANK YOU GUYS!!

after celebrating wif my frenz above, on my actual day there was vball training. e greatest present i received was PUNISHMENT from coach!!!!! n he still asked me whether i like it or not?! !@#$%^&*...
hahaha~ i had fun during training anyway.

after training, rushed to marina to meet up wif my classmates fiona peilin frec n haixin. we had our lunch at BIILY BOMBERS. shall upload those photo next time. thanks to them! i really have fun. so touch~~~

after lunch, rushed back to jurong to yingxuan's hse. celebrated my birthday wf my poly team over there. watched video match, had pizza as our dinner n even battle wif her father by seeing who finish its beer 1st. obviously, i lost! hahaha~
they even bought cake to celcbrate for me!! so touch~~ but.. in exchange.. they forced me to dance!!! i shall not say too much abt tis, u dun noe den too bad~~ WUAHAHAHA!!!!

to all my frenz:
i really really have tons of fun wif u guys. u all filled my life wif colours. without u guys, my brithday would be just another ordinary day. nothing special. boring n dull. really thanks alot! love u guys always~

Gina XD

2009-01-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

weather: warm
mood: good

yup yup~ 2day is e day. we lose to SMU 3:1. we dun really put in our best, cuz i believe e team i'm in now deserve a biggest achievement! hahaha~ but anyway, is a good experience and lesson to be learnt.
get my chance to play quite alot 2day. happy wif my defence too, but at e back mistakes starts coming out. coach n team all agree tt i'm to quiet when i'm in e court. gonna make lots of noise tis coming match. ahahaha~

after tt, went back to kap for dinner wif e team. bought roasted chicken to share wif e whole team. n individual bought a set of meal. WOW~~~ full like hell man! hahaha~ seriously, enjoy alot during dinner time. juz pity yingxuan gala n jocelyn didn't join us. or else full team sia.. everyone laugh like hell. ya~ laughing AT ME!! of course happy nah.. one phone call make me a victim. sob sob..

anyway~ i'm beginning to fall in love wif my tis upcoming team tt is making another big bang in my life. GO GALS!! prove to me tt i didn't make e wrong choice in choosing vball. hahaha!!
gonna grab a slp~ very very sleepy now. tata!!

Gina =)

2009-01-06T17:19:00.000+08:00

weather: raining/ fine
mood: ....

IVP finally come. 2day is our 1st match, vs NYP. n we won! 3:2. great job team~~ love u guys!! hahaha
it was really tough match. our score r all sooooooooo close. 2day game is simple if u make mistake, u lose. scary n exciting.

"...i haven't put Gina down leh. but i see no confident in her. tts y 3rd, 4th n 5th match i didn't put her down..."
tis sentence from coach kept on running through my mind. ya... seriously i dun noe wat e hell am i nervous abt. i really dun noe. is like, i totally lost my confident! my confident i used to have it wif me when i'm in sec team. my mood now is very complicated.. however, i dun have time for tis to go on. moreover, i promise coach tis coming wed when we vs SMU, he will see my confident! shit... n now? where i go find my confident wif juz 1 day left?! WHERE?????
oh gosh... i'm ready for depression~

i gonna come back.. i gonna...

maybe i'm not e most important person in ur life
maybe i'm not e 1st person u may think of
but i'm happy enough of having heard my name being left in ur heart once before
thanks.

Gina

2009-01-03T17:07:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: panic

recently been goin home damn late. ah bu obviously feel like chopping my head off for soccer. hahaha~
anyway spent my 2009 first steamboat wif my beloved wrs team. though not all attended. before tt, jiawen they all wanted to celebrate jan's belated birthday. celebrate celebrate, in e end we all went to her hse to eat mac...
den of course, alcohol play its role again. mai dun wan jan n i to drink, probably oni a little. so we play game, loser drink. however, we ended up drinking becuz of her. hahaha~

pack my room for e whole afternoon. happy wif my effort. later in e night, went to SPAN for friendly match wif ACJC. not happy wif my performance, even coach can see from tt. when he ask y i did not performance well 2day, i really dun noe how to ans him.. hai~ nervous, panic blah blah blah really kills me. gonna work tt out man!

mon will be our 1st match. nyp. confident to win? its still too early to say. juz wish us all e best den.
alright~ still got work 2moro. gonna grab some slp.
tata~

Gina =)

2008-12-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

weather: warm
mood: tired

oh gosh oh gosh!!! i've been lazy to blog n now it is rotting!!!!! hahaha.
anyway, been really busy all tis while. finally a little time for me to catch my breadth before e new sem. starts again..

Danzation
alright! i'm not e dancer. but instead, i'm a backstage crew of tis big event. cool huh~ hahaha.
anyway, it was a success. 2days.. in a blink of eyes, gone. everyone were happy abt their performance, glad for them as well.
during 1st few rehearsals, seriously, i dun really like some of e dancers. arrogant, proud blah blah blah. but in e lata part, they prove me wrong. actually they r all nice ppl. juz tt, we dun noe them well enough.
so~ NEVER judge ppl on how they may seem to be. u might get them wrong.
actual day was awesome. great music, grest dance. well done ppl! though so happen tt primers camp clash wif tis event, rushing here n there.. but still happy wif my arranging of time. everything goes according to my plan.

Primers Camp
after danzation, rush over to their meeting place. have a little brief den went for shower. lastly, to slp.
2nd day, woke up early n join them wif games, event, talk. went out to e supermarket to buy ingredients n den to some wooloo greenery place for outdoor cooking. everything turn out to be fun. but time simply pass too fast. i eat some e food n there i go. rushing for my next event, danzation.
end of event, went to mac for my dinner n back to sch for camp again. shower, slp. woke up early again, n den in noon break camp. went back home, prepare myself for work n another camp lata in e night.

Volleyball camp
right after work, cab down to np for my 2nd camp. reached there n seriously u can see how tired i am. shower den slp.
2nd day, woke up damn early in e morning for campus run. ya! FULL CAMPUS RUN!!! oh my freaking god man~ feeling? not good at all. but can complete, felt kinda happy abt it. no more next time!!
however, after tt scary run. my foot swell like hell man. old injuries. so i spent my time ice-ing, while others continue wif their morning workout.

after tt, we went indoor for some ball action. FINALLY indoor court!! u noe e feeling of seeing smth u hope for like decades but when u got it, u can oni watch others have fun wif it. ya.. sitting on e bench watching. n tt someone is ME!!! stupid foot. felt kinda bored juz lay around, so i took camera n go around taking photo.
lata in e afternoon, my foot swell gone. yiippee~~ can get my hands on e ball le!!! but den, my ankle join in e fun as well. great... so i spent my time sitting on e bench again, ice for 20min. night fall, time for IVP trg. trg was rather tough for me 2day. i was told to cover e whole of 4th n 5th position. which mean e front n back court. tts not all, i have to serve e ball as well. TIRING!!!!! at e end, i really wore off. really freaking beat. lucky fann offer to help me serve, or else my ball will really go haywire. THANKS BRO!!! after trg, had a little arguement wif jan. went back to e room n realised they bought cake for jan n vincent. mai ask me to distract jan so to give her a surprise. so i went outside n told her i got smth to tell her. both of us sound pissed. but to give her surprise, i muz sacrify. so no matter how pissed she is i MUZ stop her from goin back her place. n i find a very stupid topic to talk her..

me: jan, tt mizuno jacket not bad orh?
jan: not bad.. but i dun like e quality..

n there she go, ends e topic wif wat quality?!?! HOW AM I GOIN TO CONTINUE?!?!?!? luckily, e cake finally comes out. phew~~~
happy ending!!

3rd day, woke up at around 6plus. went back home to grab some clothes for night action, den back to sch by 9.30am for trg again. lucky we happens to skip e campus run part in e morning. heard they still need to do jumping jet or wat during e run. scary~
training training taining.. den lata in e evening, mai fann n i went out to clarke quay to celebrate jan's brthday together wif jan rachel dap shuyu n jaq. went to a pub named Amber21? n order a bottle of Chivas n some others free flow drinks. games n kareok for e whole night. around 3plus 4 den leave tt place back to sch. seriously we stink.. once reach sch, i change into new clothes n off i went for my lala land. hahaha~

last day of camp, we r ask to guess who is our angel(a game played during e camp). ppl who guess e wrong one r to be punish. n great.. i'm one of them..
we r told to have a short acting, title is Gay & Lesbian club. so i came up wif e ideas, though not very good but at least we all have fun.
finally~ end of camp. hurray~~!!!!

so wat am i busy wif now..? IVP trg comes 1st, follow by some other event. sch goin to starts n i dun think i really get much rest during this break. though is tiring, but i achieve quite alot of things. conclusion? satisfied.
alright~ tts all for e moment. keep u guys update wif my event soon. =)

Gina X)

2008-12-19T18:22:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: ready

thx bros n love ones. hahaha~
anyway, i'm goin on camp till wed. y so long? cuz i got TWO camps to attend to. hahaha~ hope everything turn out successfully. hope backstage running successful as well. ALL E BEST FOR ME BA!!!

i'd changed my blog song. hope everyone like it. planned to change to "HURT". but too emo. hahaha~ shall intro u guys tis song after i come back from camp. tis is e song i changed to...

Falling out
by Keyshia Cole

Been sitting thinking about you and I am
wondering why were not getting along
So frustrated cause
what we had was a
happy home
I don't know what the
situation is
But I could tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more
it feels better when
I’m alone
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away
Baby I’m slowly falling out of
love with you I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way
what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out
baby I’m tripping on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way
if you want me to be with you
I remember when
I be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
But how things have changed
Now I don't hear from you at all
(yeah, yeah)
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away
Baby I’m slowly falling out of
love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way
what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out
baby I’m tripping on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way
if you want me to be with you
Don't let your pride get in the way
On something we worked so hard
don't throw it away
I’ve been trying to make you see
everything you need
is right here with me
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn and walk away
Baby I’m slowly
Don't turn and walk away
Baby I’m slowly falling out of
love with you
I don't know what to do
How did we end up here this way
what are we gonna do
I’m slowly falling out
baby I’m tripping on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me half way
if you want me to be with you
I’m tired of giving my all
How did we end here this way
I just want to know what are we gonna do
How did we end up here this way
we gonna do

Gina =)

2008-12-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

weather: alright..?
mood: serious/ determine

recently i'm really freaking busy. everything seems to be clashing on one another. to be honest, i dun like it. first of all, i gonna apologise to lots of ppl. especially my love ones. u noe who u r. i noe i had been so busy tt, i barely have e time to spend wif u guys. I NOE!!! n i'm goin to make up for it. once my things r done, i promise. really.
next up~ **drum roll...** hahaha. is jiawen zuoting zongxian n xueyi. i'm really VERY VERY SORRY for making u guys wait for me for god damn long. i should ask all of u go back home 1st. i'm really sorry abt tt. anyway, thanks alot.
all things u guys did touch me. really~ i will rmb it. deep in my heart.

i'm a person who wanna accomplish as many things in hand as possible. but when reality dun allow me to do so, i will die die find my own way out. often ppl dun like me handle things in this way. and seriously, i noe u guys r thinking for my own good. dun wan me to stress myself out. i really appreciate it. REALLY! because of all ur concern, tis is good enough to keep me goin. i love u all~

once, i was a very carefree type of person. n a frenz of my is in e com.
she got so work up, stress n to me i dun think she is enjoying wat she is doin. so i ask her to do in e way she like. or even give up e position. n she told me is all abt responsibility thingy. i think she is silly, crazy blah blah blah.
but now, i'm some how in her situation. probably 3 times more worse? n i started to understand how she feels. is not juz responsibility. is not juz wanting to complete smth. is smth more. more den anyone could see it to be.
i can't describe how is it. wanna noe? go ahead n try it. HAHAHA~
i won't said i'm suffering, stress or wat. somehow, i kinda enjoy wat i'm doin. cuz every moment of my life was not wasted.

anyway~ i will try my very best to do e stuffs i wanna do. cuz GINA = GENIUS! n genius will never be defeated. NEVER!!! see how i fly people. see. if others can do it, so do i. cuz impossible is nothing!

Gina =)

2008-12-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

weather: raining
mood: happy

oh gosh~ my blog is rotting. HAHAHAHA~
anyway. exam finally finished. YIIPPEE!!! before tt, had my last s&w lesson. guess wat?! i was asked by my lecturer to dance beside him!!!! at first i was thinking, am i tt bad? that he have to guild me along?? or because i hide behind and tts my punishment? hahaha~ but watever e reason is, at e end of the session i felt so happy sia. WUAHAHAHA~~ do u noe e feeling of being able to do smth wif ur idol? hahaha~ tts how i felt.

sat was a super duper woopy looper BUSY day for me!! morning went to work till 5pm. den rushed to hougang for taiji performance. in the night, rushed to city hall to meet up wif PSP members for standard chart. marathon.its was really very tiring working at e baggage area. i even boey tahan n secretly go slp. HAHAHAHA~ work all e way till sun afternoon.
WOW~ awesome!!! SUPERWOMEN!!! hahaha~ accomplish sooo many thing felt so contented sio.

exam... nightmare~ not goin to talk abt it. anyway is over. WUHAHAHA~
after exam, tons of event coming up. PRIMERS, PSP, VOLLEYBALL, WORK.. oh gosh~ busy busy! but i gonna jia you jia you jia jia you!!!!

alright~ keep u guys update as soon as possible next time! tata~

Gina =)

2008-11-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

weather: warm?
mood: tired

oh gosh~ my blog is rotting. hahaha.
alright. wat to said? things simply juz can't get any "luckier". got into committee of vball. when they announce, i was still discussing e newspaper wif shiting when suddenly i saw my pic on e screen! OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!! felt kinda awkward in there.
den after tt, rushed for primers meeting. guess wat? i got into e committee. nvm~ this sounds okie. here come e drama part.. i was choosen for being e vice-president of e exco!!! ya.. great..
how should i put it? happy? not really.. confused? probably.. my tis kind of pattern oso can get into this kind of position?! y doesn't my vball skill get this kind of luck too? hahaha.
commitment commitment commitment. its all abt tt. my life in NP? it shall never be a boring one.

through all these
i learn how to take things easily.
so wat if e focus not on u?
so wat if no one cares?
so wat if ur love ones hurt u?
so wat if no one noes wat exactly u r thinking?
so wat if ppl misunderstand u?
so wat if things doesn't turn out to be e way u wan it to be?
life still go on.
dun ask me who i referring to.
dun ask me y i think it tis way.
who cares?
tis is e conclusion i get from all things tt happened.

i'm goin to be who i really wanna be.
i'm goin to get my god damn skill back.
once i have it.
now i lose it.
but future i gonna grab it tight in my hand.
my destiny is in my hand.
though i screw it now.
i'm goin to fix it back.
laugh while u can now.
cuz GINA POH is on her way to trash ur destiny.
"give up" is not in my dictionary. though it doesn't carry much words. hahaha.

GINA IS COMING
run people. RUN!! muahahahaha..

2008-11-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

weather: fine/ raining
mood: contented

i'm seems to be so lucky 2day!
first, i woke up on time. spent little time on waiting for bus. little time on waiting for MRT. n i reached workplace 20min early! awesome~~~

anyway, went to find some pants at Queensway shopping centre. but in e end bought an Adidas shoes instead. hahaha~ really like it. i almost bought one training shoes for vball too. but come to think of it, i wanna get rid of my new one 1st.
anyone whose feet is 25.5 and wanna buy a pair of Mizuno training shoes. COME FIND ME!!! hahaha~

alright~ is school day again. got tons of hw and revisions haven't done yet. classmates seem to be way ahead of me. AHHHHHHHHHH~~~ gonna buck up buck up!!!!!
sweet dreams everyone~

Gina =)

2008-11-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

weather: raining/ fine
mood: woohooo

late for sch once again. dun like to come to sch. wat i wan is juz SLP!! i need to go wonder in my LALA land. i NEED! but somehow, i dun have e chance to. TIRED!!!

there will always be happiness
and sadness to balance out.
whose life can always be perfect?
go e way they wan?
always happy?
WHO?
if u noe someone like tt, pls tell me.
cuz he/she muz be a freak!
n i definitely wanna make him/her my MASTER!!
hahaha

life doesn't always go in e way u wan it to.
wats most important of all is to be urself.
pls dun change
pls dun change to adapt e enviroment
pls dun change to adapt e evil society
cuz u never win.
wat brings along is oni unhappiness, suffer, torture blah blah blah.

rmb tis
The world won't slow down its pace to let you catch up.
The earth won't stop turning just because you does.
so, gather up all ur sadness. dumb it into a bin. dun let it scatter around, cuz police might fine ya. n continue wif ur journey. GET UR BUTT MOVING!!
catch up wif ur frenz. at least u got companion on tis lonely road.

all e best! cuz i wanna move on too. i have to complete tis path of my myself. stop for a break? of course can. but if too long, u might as well slp n never get up.

Gina=)

2008-11-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

weather: bad
mood: happy

alright~ GALA! u dun need so many post de lah. i noe i noe. hahaha.
i think i will be back soon. patience patience.

once a frenz told me..
use 1 sec to 4get all trouble
use 1 min to think of something happy
use 1 hr to spend time wif someone i like
use 1 life time to care for someone i wan to
and of course 1 smile to accept her msg.
thx pal~ u really brighten my day.

ya. who knows? maybe e next moment when u step out of ur hse, u kenna bang by cars? or maybe slp slp slp, den suddenly die?
life is full of surprises n unexpectation. so y not live to e fullest?
u can say i look like idiot. look silly. but at least i'm true. i face my truest side of me. no matter emo, anger or happy. can u face ur truest side too? or r u trying to be someone who u r not suppose to be?
think again. being others is easy, however being urself is not really an easy task. perhaps it is even a nearly impossible mission for some cases. so who r u? u urself? or somebody else shadow?
HEY PEOPLE~ GINA POH IS BACK!!!!!!

Gina =]

2008-11-12T03:57:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: not good

1st of all, i wanna congrats someone i love. FANN TEO TENG TENG WELCOME TO THE TEAM MAN!!!!!!!!! hahaha..

no sushi tei. no sakae. ya.. wanna go in e end all cannot make it.. well~ not much to said.

ya~ maybe u were right. e problem lies on me. me and my attitude..
wonder when does it starts. patience was gone. tolerance was gone. wat was left behind is oni short temper, impatience and attitude. e GINA tt everyone know seems to die off. laughter was gone. everything was gone.. leave me.
ya.. leave me. before anyone get hurts.
before e old self ever return. juz escape as far as possible.
cuz hurting someone u love is a torture..

why...
why...
why does it happens on me...

Gina

2008-11-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

weather: raining?
mood: glad

alright! finally, i make my decision.
friday training. was kinda tiring. but somehow make me realise one thing.
I LOVE VOLLEYBALL.
though i'm not very good at tt..
how i noe? although i'm freaking tired n injured, i still chase after every single ball if i possible could. my body is aching, felt like fainting. weak u might think. but i didn't give up at all. DIDN'T!

so sorry if i make u disappointed. sorry if i can't fulfill ur heart desire. sorry tt i chose my own path instead of urs.
cuz tis is e path tt i will walk on. me and ONLY me!
u think i will regret. but let me tell u tis, I WON'T! i will regret only if i chose ur path instead.

who make me make my decision? u guys! i dun wanna disappoint u all. n thanks for being there to support. i'm at e edge of e cliff, one more step n i'm falling. n u guys juz puff out n pull me back out of NOWHERE! hahaha~ u guys r my motivation. ya~ U GUYS!
n thank to coach for giving me chances. i appreciate alot. i really do.

YIIPPEE~~ lata goin to makan sushi tei wif fann they all!!! woohooo~~~
tata!

Gina =)

2008-11-07T15:53:00.000+08:00

weather: good
mood: shock

went for sch as usual. den after sch, went to library to grab some slp before goin to watch fann they all play polympics final.
went to mac n bus-ed home wif jan jiawen n his frenz.

i think is time for me to seriously consider this matter.. seems like news spread real fast without me noticing it!

once there's a little girl. from a know nth till a player. for so many yrs, she had been pursuing this dream of hers. never end before.
few yrs back, she ask her close kin..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i've been holding onto?"
"NO! not at all."
few yrs lata, she asked her once again..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i hold onto it for many yrs..?"
"No. from e past till now, never once am i supporting u in it. can't u quit?"
"...."

isn't it heart breaking when ur closest one dun support u in wat u doin. even when u need their support e most, they still insist u to quit doin wat u've been holding onto.
family or things u holding for long?
which one will u choose?
for me..
i'm still thinking..

Gina

2008-11-07T04:05:00.000+08:00

weather: sunny
mood: tired

finally! i changed my blog song to "MAYBE" by Jay sean. here goes e lyrics..

MAYBE
by Jay Sean

Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain

[Chorus]
And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said

I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you

[Chorus]

Gina =)

2008-11-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

weather: raining/ fine
mood: worry

nth much happens 2day. late for sch, slpt in library while waiting for next lesson, after sch went for training. bro jan couldn't make it for training, eyes swollen. careless fellow.. ai yo~
guys doesn't have training as well. result? i have to go back home alone. sad sia..

after training, went to KAP. gossip here and there. hahaha~ all wanna gossip but worry lots of things. so we went gossiping and padding our mouth. tiring! hahaha..

doesn't play well for few trainings. start to felt tt i'm more like a burden to them. maybe.. juz MAYBE.. without me they can play better..? ya~ i won't give up. dun worry! vball is my life man!! but... probably i need to find smth to motivate myself to push harder..
lets see how next training i'm goin to be..

once during working, some funny things happened..
Case 1.
me: "Sir, do u need a plastic bag for ur items?"
Sir: "oh~ u charge for it right?"
me: "Yas"
ya.. over here i wanna say "YA" but same time i wanna say "YES". tts y "YAS" came abt. the combination of both.

Case 2.
me: "Mdm, plastic bag is chargeable for 10 cents."
Mdm: "ok. i want 1 chargeable bag."
shouldn't she say she wan a bag? hahaha~ she dun get wat i really mean.

tis was wat happened when i chat wif yijie..
me: "u got malaysia accent. to prove u dun have it convert into chinese when i ask u question."
jie: "ok loh!"
me: "how u pronoun 10cents in chinese?"
jie: "yi mao qian."
me: "40 leh?"
jie: "4O WAT?! 40cents or 40dollar?! my english very good one ok. muz say properly~"
me: "i simply ask u how u pronoun 40 in chinese. u ask so much for wat?! wat cent?! wat dollar?! HAHAHAHA!!!!"
jie: "...."

tts all for 2day~ tata!

Gina

2008-11-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

weather: bad
mood: kinda relieve

I LOVE YOU
juz like the others tt i care for.
i dislike sadness
but somehow it juz secretly creep into my world.
BUT DUN WORRY
cuz i'm GINA POH
i shall pass through all difficulties
i will hold on to it.
no matter how hard it will be.
no matter how pain i might felt.
cuz i treasure everything
every moments of my life when i'm wif all of u.
i didn't mean to make u feel sad.
i juz wan u to noe
i do CARE for..
u

Gina

2008-11-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

weather: raining?
mood: tired

i'm tired of trying
tired of holding on to
tired of patience
tired of persistence
mental more tired den physical?
maybe..
i'm tired...

Gina

2008-10-30T06:40:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: determine

i decided to be a bonding!
be it covalent bonding or wat so ever.
i will be there to hold all molecules together
no heat can break it up!!
though is tough.. BUT I WILL TRY!
cuz i'm GINA POH~
e genius~~
WUAHAHAHAHA!!!

Gina =)

2008-10-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

weather: fine
mood: body cramp

went for work 2day. my body is aching.. lucky 2day work at tent. relax relax~
anyway, 1st of all i gonna apologize to mai n jan for not turning up for gym tis morning. i'm really aching here n there, especially my thighs. SORRY!!!

anyway, yesterday was primers IPOD(inter-primers olympics day) event. fann amirah n i participle in captains ball. vs SP. there r other sch as well, juz tt captains ball oni 2 grps from NP n 2 grps from SP. they were kinda rough actually. my spec. fly off once when one of e player happens to hit my face. but overall was still alright. had a big patch blue-black somewhere area my thigh area. kinda painfull when touch it. n guess wat?! we managed to come in 2nd!!!! WOOHOOO~~~~

i was damn tired. PT makes my thigh aches. n during captains ball, fann n i majiang cover e WHOLE court. both of us had been running to n forth to defends as well as attack. TIRING! hahaha. but was kinda contented wif e performance. thus, IT WORSTEN MY ACHING CONDITION! ahhhh man...

2moro is public holiday. n i'm working. but! DOUBLE PAY~~
sorry guys~ for not being able to turn up for e steamboat section. shall join u guy e next time! goody night~~

Gina